Mayhem

Jesus Christ

Recap

"Lessy I never apologized"I said

" Your the one person I know I can always turn to and you should be able to feel the same way ,I'm sorry for putting yo-"I began to apologize but he stopped me

"That's in the past"He shrugged

"How's Tammy ?"

Angles POV

"Ever since Angie and you talked to her she's been a lot more active in the club "He smiled

"She doesn't feel uncomfortable anymore "I smiled

"Good ,we never realize how hard it is to bring someone into this life because we've grown up around it "He shook his head

"Speaking Of people who haven't been around a club ,hows Brooke?"He looked away

"Antonio told me today that they lost the baby"I gasped

"Where are they ?"I asked

"Antonio's here and Brooke...he said she's in rough condition "I looked at him

"Don't tell me they broke up ?"He shook his head

"They lost the baby a few weeks after the camping trip and didn't tell anyone not even mom knew "I gasped again

"Why would he hide that from us ?"I asked

"He told Anthony today and Anthony told the rest of us now ,he's been coping well "My eyes darted around the lot before the landed on Antonio

"But Brooke blamed him and said if it wasn't for him and his lifestyle she wouldn't be so stressed and the baby would've survived "I looked down at my feet

"Angel have you ever had a miscarriage?"He asked

"After I had the twins "I looked up to see his eyes filled with shock

"Lessy there's many things Andrew and I kept to ourselves and that was one of the many things we didn't tell you guys "I said

"Like what ?"He asked

"That's for another time ,right now I need to check on my older brother "I dodged that conversation quickly

I walked the short distance to where Antonio was sitting ,when I made it to him I sat next down and took his hand into mine .

"We didn't even know if it was a boy or girl "He mumbled as he stared into the distance

"Antonio jr was so excited"He said looking at me

"We decided to wait until we were at least a little healed before telling the family but then Brooke started to keep resentful and blame me "I squeezed his hand

"She said it was because she was so worried about me that the stress she had killed the baby "He looked down

"I know it's not my fault and no one needs to tell me that because I've been through miscarriages before so I know what she says isn't how she really feels "He said reminding me that when he was with his ex wife Sammy they had two miscarriages before Antonio jr was born

"She kicked me out of my own damn house last week "He laughed

"Angel I know you don't like her but maybe if she had someone other then me to vent to she'd began to realize that these kind of things can't be controlled and maybe she'll let me come back home,I don't know how much longer I can sleep on the couch here "I smiled

"I'll go over right now but Antonio never feel like you have to keep this kind of thing from me ,I've been through it"He looked as shocked as Lessy

"I know your not going to tell me now but I expect a back story to go with that "I smiled and got up before walking to my car

"Babe we're you going ?"Damon asked

"I gotta go placessss"I sang as held my waist

"Why"I kissed his cheek

"Antonio's girlfriend had a miscarriage and she blames him "I explained

"That's horrible,I wouldn't now what to do if you told me you lost our babies "He hugged me protectively

"Antonio asked me to talk to her ,so I'm going there now "I said as I pulled away and got into my car

"Look at you being all super mom/sister  and shit "In response I slammed my door shut

"Babyyyyyyy"I tapped on my window but I ignored him as I started the car

"Baby you know you can't ignore me for long "He said with his face smushed against the glass

"With that face I probably could "I said as I rolled the window down ,his face fell in and I kissed his lips

"See you can resist me "I bit his lip I'm response

"Hm rough I like it "I flicked his forehead

"Okay I really need to go ,bye babe "I kissed him one last time before driving away

Antonio only lives a block away from the club like me so I got to his house in no time ,I got out of the car and walked to the front door

*Knock* *Knock* I knocked and waited  for an answer

Brooke opened the door shortly after I knocked and damn did she look rough ,very rough .

"What the fuck do you want "She asked as she steadied herself against the doorframe

"Brooke"I pushed through the door and covered my nose and mouth in disgust

Rotting food,empty beer and wine bottles ,clothes and take out boxes were scattered all over the floor.

"Jesus Christ "I said still holding my nose

"Brooke come here "I grabbed her wrist and dragged her up the small staircase ,once we made it upstairs I brought her to the bathroom

"Take a shower and then get dressed "She didn't question me as she drunkenly began to strip, I closed the door and walked back downstairs

"Antonio you better watch my damn kids for a month after this "I mumbled to myself as I tied my hair up as I walked to the kitchen to get cleaning supplies

1 hour later

I sighed as I pulled my gloves off, I finally finished cleaning the downstairs bathroom after I cleaned the living room and Kitchen.

Brooke finally finished her shower, I didn't rush her because she really needed a nice long shower to clear her head and relax .

"Wow"I turned around to see Brooke who looked much better then an hour ago ,she still had baggy red eyes and looked pale but it was a start

"Come into the kitchen I made you some food"I said motioning for her to follow me into the kitchen

I placed soup and a grilled cheese sandwich with water down and pulled the chair out .

"Eat"I ordered as I began to clean the dishes I decided to leave for later

"Angel"She called

"What's up?"I asked

"Why are you here ?"I placed the dish I was cleaning down and turned around

"Because I've been where you are and Antonio really doesn't want to sleep on the club couch another night "She smiled slightly

"He thinks I kicked him out because I blame him but I said that to get him to leave ,I just needed time "She explained

"I know but he's going through this not just you ,he lost the baby too"I explained

"A time like this is when you and him need to stick together,going through something like this is hard for any relationship "