Mayhem

I finally understand

~Short Chapter~

Recap

"She just texted me "I looked at him alerted

"She...she changed her mind"He said happily

"Amergio she's just saying that because they don't have a place to say ,all that's going to happen is she's going to stay at your house ,pretend thing are normal and the still cheat on you....don't fall for it "I said gently

"But..."He looked down

"Please trust me ,why would she file for divorce then two days later take it back "I said as I got up and walked to his side

"Your...your right..."He looked down as tears poured from his eyes

Angles POV

His tears soaked my shirt as he cried into my swollen stomach,growing sad tears of my own began to fall seeing my happiest and goofiest brother so upset .

"Shhhh"I soothed as he cried harder

"Angel no one will ever understand you or how you get through life the way you do but all I know is I don't want to be like you "He said as he finally calmed down

"I don't want the weight of our family and our families family on my shoulders ,I will never get how you survive like this and I don't want to know all I want is for you to keep being yourself ,god knows we're I'd be without my little sister "He said causing me to smile through the few tears that fell from my eyes

"Your the only one besides Lessy who finally gets it "I smiled brushing his hair away from his eyes

"It's my job to take care of our family"I whispered

"I'll be dammed if I ever let one of my brothers be in pain "

"You need to understand you can't shield us from pain as much as you'd love too you can't and we will feel it ,that's part of being human and just life in general"He said staring into my eyes

"Your the baby we're supposed to protect you from the world "

"I know I'll be okay but I-we can't say the same about our little sister who can't ever put herself first ,is she going to be okay ?"

"Will her pain ever subside ?"

"Will she ever smile or laugh genuinely without feeling forced?"

"These are some of the many questions we want answered but they always go unanswered "He explained turning this conversation/therapy session on me

"I want you to understand that we all have to feel pain at some point and you can't always be there to stop it or make an easy fix ,I need this time to cope "

"That being said I still need ears to listen to me and a shoulder to cry on when it gets to rough to handle after a long day of our busy life's "I smiled through tears

"I understand "I cried as he hugged me

"Damon If you ever cross my little sister again you won't just have to worry about Alesso "Amergio threatened Damon reminding me he was still here

"Hey , hey leave my husband out of this "I said while smacking Amergio upside the head

"Dad when is mom coming back"Alessandro jr asked looking at his father

"Come here sweetie "I called knowing Amergio wouldn't know what to say or how to handle this situation

"Anut A wheres Mommy ?"He asked as he sat on my lap

"Well baby sometimes mommies and daddies have to stay away for a while and you don't understand now but when your a lot bigger you will "I explained looking into his icy blue eyes

"I want you to hold on to all the memories you have with mommy because you might not see her but she'll always be with you right here "I said pointing to his heart

"I need you to do daddy a favor "I said and he shook his head

"You need to really help look after your sister ,can you do that ?"I asked

"Of course I love aly"He said using the nickname he has for Alyssa

"Good boy now go play with your cousins and sister "I kissed his cheek before letting him down

"Why are you good at everything?"Amergio asked in pure awe

"I've had a lot of practice"I joked as I rubbed my tummy

"Oh that reminds me"I said turning to Damon

" My mom said next time we need to use a condom or birth control or you need to pull out ten minutes earlier "I said reciting what my mom said to me while camping

"Jesus Christ"Amergio laughed as Damon stood shocked

"I fucking love our mother "I winked at him while snapping my fingers in Damon's face to snap him back into reality