"Hon, can we go to the mall? I wanna buy clothes kasi..."
"Shopping again? Not now."
"Hon, how about arcade? Do you wanna---"
"I don't want to."
"Hon, can we go to the park like normal couple and---"
"That's boring."
"How about beach? Do you wanna—"
"No."
"How about out of town or something? We can spend time together----"
"Just shut up!"
Napatingin nalang ako sa paligid ko. Everyone is happy and everyone is in love. I can see it in their eyes. Samantalang ako, eto at nangangarap na mahalin din niya. I tried everything and I had given my very best pero wala padin. Hindi niya kasi ako kayang mahalin kagaya ng pagmamahal ko sa kanya.
I took him away from her girlfriend for a purpose. I want him to be mine alone. I want him to love me. I want to feel the feeling of having him by my side. Pero, hindi pala pwede. Hindi pala ganon kadali. Tama nga sila, hindi pwedeng ipilit ang hindi naman dapat. Ako tong kontrabida sa istoryang to. Ang kontrabidang walang karapatang sumaya.
I love him to the point that I lose myself.... To the point na hindi ko na naalagaan yung sarili ko.... To the point na sa kanya lang umiikot ang mundo ko.
"I'm leaving."
Napatingin ako sa kanya.
"When? Can I come with you?"-tanong ko. I held his arm and tinanggal niya ito.
"Audrey please.... just leave me alone! I don't love you! Isn't that hard to understand?! I know you're smart so stop being stupid! Hindi lahat ng gusto mo, makukuha mo! At isa ako dun! I don't care kung mahal mo ko o kung ano man yang nararamdaman mo, kasi ako, I DON'T LOVE YOU! SO, STAY AWAY! Please, I'M BEGGING YOU!"-sigaw niya sakin which made me cry. I did everything for him pero bakit hindi ako?!
"R-Robi.... P-please, p-please, learn to love me too... I'm pretty... I'm famous... I'm rich... What's wrong with me?! I already replaced that ex-girlfriend of yours. Isn't that enough?! .... I'm willing to give you more! *sob* P-Please.... l-love me too!"-I begged.
"Don't make a scene here, Audrey! Ginawa ko nadin yan sayo noon! I cried infront of you and I begged you to stay away because I love her! Pero anong ginawa mo?! Hindi mo padin ako tinantanan! Nakukuha mo nga lahat ng gusto mo coz you're spoiled! Pero hindi kita mamahalin kahit anong gawin mo. Why don't you just accept the fact that I can't love you back?!"-those words broke my heart into pieces.
"B-Bakit... bakit hindi ako?"
"Because she's not you, Audrey. Hindi pinipilit ang pagmamahal."
He left me alone in the crowd. This isn't the first time na sinabi niya yun sakin pero ang sakit sakit padin. Bumuhos ang luha ko.
Bakit kasi ganon.... bakit hindi kami parehas ng nararamdaman?! Unrequited love nalang ba forever? Wala ba akong karapatang sumaya?
Life is so unfair!! Why do I have to love him so much to the point na wala na palang natitira sa sarili ko? I loved him so much even though he didn't feel the same way like I do. I took him for granted dahil akala ko mapapag-aralan ang pagmamahal but I was wrong. The longer he stays by my side, the more he wants to escape.
"Audrey, he left already. And that b*tch is with him too."-Pamela told me.
"Audrey, we're sorry... but don't worry, we'll do anything for you. We promise you."-Laila.
"but can you help us with our problems first? I know your best in this kind of situation."-Raquel.
I looked at them. That was the first time na may kumausap sakin. Galit kasi lahat ng girls sakin sa Campus because maldita daw ako, brat, bully at walang pakealam sa mundo.
I became close to Pamela, Laila and Raquel. They became my best friends. Sila lang tong nakatiis sa ugali ko...sa pagiging moody ko at sa walang sawa kong pag-iyak ng dahil sa pag-iwan sakin ng Robi na yun!
I helped them to ruin the lives of other couples. Especially those who are famous. Why? Dahil gusto lang namin. We don't want them to be happy. That's it.
I became the most famous girl in the Campus. Famous na ko pero mas naging famous pa. They called me 'The Mean & Bitch Antagonist slash The Villainess' because ako lang naman daw ang kontrabida sa mga love story nila. Well, I'm happy ruining their lives. I'm trying to make myself busy para hindi ko na maisip ang taong yun. But f*ck this heart! It's so hard to move on.
Starting that day, I've changed. I won't let anyone break my heart again. The time has come for me to stand up and face the world again. I won't let anyone be happy. This is my time for revenge! It's payback time!
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