Life Outside of Empire

Moment of Honesty

Yazz POV

"Sorry about tonight." "Are you okay?"

I reread the text I got from Serayah.
I was debating on whether if I should respond or not.

I decided to respond.

"Yeah I'm okay, can't say the same for your little bf tho."

"Why the pettiness?" She replied

"Is there a reason why you're texting me?" I responded

"I was just checking on you." She replied.

"Um that's nice." I replied back.

"Really?" She responded.

"Well there's alot of things I've been wanting to say, that I don't wanna say over the phone can we meet up and talk?" I asked.

"Yazz you do know its almost 4 in the morning?" Serayah replied

"Yeah you're right, just forget it." I replied back.

"Well honestly I'm not really tired, so see you in ten?" "Our spot if you remember." She replied.

"How can I forget?" And okay see you in 10"

About ten minutes later I met up with Serayah.

"I can't believe you remembered our spot." Serayah smiled.

"How can I forget." I responded

"So you wanted to talk?" Asked Serayah.

"Yeah." I replied giving her my full attention.

"Why am I so nervous?" I said out loud

"Don't be." Serayah replied.

"So here it goes." "I just want to first apologize for the way I've been acting." "Sorry I've been so rude to you. And most importantly sorry for lying to you about having a gf."

"I'm listening." Said Serayah.

"I never stopped caring about you." "And I really do like you." "A lot."

"Yazz I...Serayah paused

"I know I get it, you're with him now." I replied cutting her off.

"It's hard watching you be with someone else." "That's not me."

"Why are you doing this to me?" Said Serayah.

"What am I doing?" I questioned.

"Never mind forget it." Serayah replied.

"What am I doing?" I replied pulling her close to me.

"Yazz we can't." Said Serayah.

"Yeah you're right" I replied.

After a moment of silence Serayah and I locked eyes leaning in towards each other to connect the kiss.

"You don't know how long I've been wanting to do that, not as just your TV boyfriend." I said in between kisses."

"You don't know how long I've been wanting you to do that." Serayah confessed.

I held onto  her waist as we continuously kissed passionately.

I broke away from the kiss and looked into her eyes admiring her beauty.

"I love you." I confessed

"Do you really?" Serayah questioned.

"Yes of course." I replied

"I love you too." Serayah smiled

I held her in my arms soaking in every moment. I didn't want to let go.

An hour and a half passed by.

"I really should get going." Said Serayah.

"Yeah you're right we both have to be up in a few hours." I replied

"I really did enjoy this." Serayah smile.

"Me too babe." I smiled in return.

"So where does this leaves us?" I asked.

"I do feel the same way you feel, it's just Jacob...Serayah paused.

"Do you love him?" I asked not really wanting to know the answer.

"I do well at least I thought I did but when I'm with him all I think about is you."

"And then I try not to think about you, because you're probably thinking about someone else." Serayah confessed.

"Well I'm not, you're the only one I'm thinking about." I replied.

Serayah smiled.

"I'm breaking things off with him  because with you is where I rather be."

I pulled her close and responded with a kiss.

"See you later." Said Serayah

"Later babe." I replied

I finally made it home it was almost 6.am

I notice I had a text from my ex.

What could she possibly want?

I read the text.

"Hi Yazzy! I can't wait to see you tomorrow!! Thanks again for flying me out there."

Oh no. I forgot I made plans with my ex a few weeks ago. I was so busy filming the show, and needed a distraction to take my mind off Serayah. And now my ex is coming tomorrow.

FML

What am I gonna do!?

Sorry it took awhile to update. I was out of town this weekend and the WiFi there sucked.

This chapter was suppose to be longer but I'm tired my eyes are heavy. Had a long day. I promise I'll update again tomorrow