*time skip*
jin, today would've been our first anniversary.
you don't love me, i know that. but i love you. and even though you'll probably laugh at this letter with your friends,
i felt the need for you to know what you've done to me.
i'm going to die
because of you.
then i really won't be here. because i'm already dead emotionally.
there's no one to stop me from cutting myself now. and it feels good, so why should i stop?
why did i fall in love with you, out of eight billion people?
you got another girlfriend that you weren't using as a toy. congratulations.
i know i should love myself. and i know that all i need is me.
and when you released the leaves into the stream, one of them caught on a rock. the leaf turned out to be you.
from chaewon
chaewon jumped into the stream that she and jin had stood at eleven months and twenty nine days ago.
YOU ARE READING
you're excused. -ksj
Fanfiction"i seriously don't know. i have zero feelings towards that jerk, and i'm about to slap his worldwide handsome face which to be honest isn't even that handsome."
