Aces

Chapter 7

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So after they hurry to the pharmacy to get my medication, my attempts to jump out of the car during that time had some thinking I was suicidal and the rest thinking am crazy. I wasn't far gone that I felt numb but it was slowly becoming that way but thankful they reached it just in time, inject me just on time and everything has simmer down now.

Currently we are outside a grand hotel just looking, I don't know for what but then it hit me so I clear my throat getting their attention "So how are we going to get our pets we left behind because just like your dicks they are truly important." I ask, neither answer but just knowing they were listening because they have to have heard me considering that we are in a car, a confine area.

"Let's go." Red head said after clicking a few times on his phone, we walk inside and he head to the front desk where a lady is seated doing her job but when she sees red head she didn't even ask a question instead hand him keys.

He come over to us giving each guy their keys while keeping one for himself then he grip my arms forcing me to keep up his pace, asshole. When we reach the elevator I realise that we will using separate elevator hence separate destination which didn't sit well with me. "I rather they stay close to me." I tug at my arm which only motivate his grip to tighten that I know it will leave a mark. When the elevator open he push me inside getting in himself as we both just stand there waiting for it to open, I could just knock him out but then what because I don't where the others went and I will not leave them. I can't go to the police even if I did leave to get yelp because the guys tracing us could be connect to the feds some how, it's just the world we live in, not even the system can be trusted so who are innocent people to go too.

So lost in thought I didn't even hear the door open but I sure realise when he tug me along, I stumble a bit but got to my feet keeping my mouth shut though I want to just making him feel pain, all too soon he's opening a door and again pushing me inside then locking it.

He tells me to do what I please but if I touch the door then he'll shoot me, haha, to which I roll my eyes too. Give me direction to the bathroom to freshen up and that room service will be here soon with our food, so I did freshen up and now am waiting on the bed we will be sharing. Thanks to god it's big so there will be tons on space between us, I want to be so far from him that his scent has a problem finding my nose.

Food soon comes and now we sit eating in silence in a kitchen that looks as if it's never used or will be use anytime at all. I eat as much then with the little I have left I push it around on my plate getting lost in my thoughts.

All that is happening is no doubt my fault, it makes me feel horrible knowing I got little family involve and I just wish I could say go home and that I will handle this. I wish that once in our lives I can say I'll take care of us but I can't because they and in deep shut as me, I don't want them to go even though I don't deserve them, their love and caring but I can't go without it either.

I can't even handle myself at times, like in the bar because if I had just taken my meds regardless we would not be in this mess but then Silk would be hurt by that guy even so they were in the lounge so why didn't they help us in the first place but now is the time they take part in this.

I not only mess up my brother's past but future too, he has to be close to me always so I tale my medication, so I don't end up in jail for murder or some criminal activity, so I don't become doomsday and no longer feel anything. Also because of a promise to our parents that he'll always watch out for me but what does that means for him, that his live be place on a shell, on pause because of me. I don't want that, I want him that forget about me and live, it's not his fault am like this or my parents, it's not his fault that over and over their hopes dies after hearing how the procedure was unsuccessful and they will be going home with the same son they came with from the hospital.