how to not die alone(on hold)

your body: a machine

they asked me once
if my body ever gets cold
"naturally, the world isnt as warm as it was"
if it ever froze stiff while i slept and
"it didnt used to but why are you-"
if i ever melted into puddle when i woke
"not really but sometimes when i realise im alone,
i feel my arms turn soggy and
my eyes start dripping and
something starts leaking inside"