Camila
"Hey", my thoughts get interrupted by a raspy voice
"Last night was amazing", he kisses my forehead
"Yeah", I give him a weak smile knowing very well I was doing him wrong by pretending to actually like him when he was just a... rebound?
"Everything okay?", he smiles
"yeah...", I lie breaking eye contact with him
"Let's get ready, you got work?", nick questions as he puts his pants on
I nod in response placing the blanket further on me
He drops me to the oldage home and heads to work soon after
"Hello", I plaster a fake smile hugging the grannies
"Mila? What's wrong?", one of the lady's pat my back
"Nothing, I'm fine", I start playing the song we've all been practicing on and continue dancing.
The same song we danced to last time when Shawn was here with me and everything was completely fine. It's almost as if he was a driving force to my happiness, the key to it and now it's all gone.
"Karla", I get interrupted from my thoughts
"Come here", granny pepper pulls me into her arms, so gentle and warm that it causes me to break my strong facade and cry.
"Is this about Shawn?", the other ladies gather around me with tissues
My silence was enough to let them know it was about him
"Couples fight, Karla, it's natural. Everything will be alright, trust me. Give him some time. I bet he has a good reason", she lightly squeezes my hand whilst giving a reassuring smile
"A good reason? How do you know about this", I arch an eyebrow
"Shawn came by yesterday asking for you", she continues causing my eyes to widen
"What?", I tilt my head in confusion
"He was asking about you and how you were doing", she smiles "that gesture made me wonder if things between the two of you were okay or not", she continued
"You were not supposed to let her know that", Mrs. Lenny whispers to Grandma pepper
This was so not expected. Why all the fake concern, at this point he's just toying with my emotions.
A couple hours pass by and I catch up with Dinah
"Where is that bitch, I'm about to beat him up", Dinah gulps her entire drink and sticks her tongue out in disgust
Speak of the devil and the devil appears. 2 devils. Shawn and Ariana enter the café with their hands intertwined and a cheeky smile plastered on Ariana's face and a not so genuine one on Shawn while Niall followed them at the back. My heart sank.
"Don't you dare", I whisper
"Too bad", Dinah dramatically struts towards their table
"Shawn, who the fuck do you think you are?", she yells
I brush a loose strand of hair looking down, avoiding eye contact at all costs. He can't know that I'm hurting. No way in hell is that happening.
"Dinah, if you have nothing better to do than insult MY boyfriend, you can leave", Ariana emphasises on the 'my'
"Am I speaking to you?", Dinah pauses, "that's right, I'm not so maybe you should stay shut", Dinah continues
I love her.
Nick is going to meet me in awhile here, I'm just hoping he doesn't end up walking into this mess.
I walk towards Dinah lightly holding her wrist
"They're not worth it", I whisper
All the emotions I've had are completely drained. I'm broken and there's no way out.
I could feel Shawn's gaze boring into my skin
"Mila", I heard the same raspy voice from this morning call out my name
"Fuck", I whisper under my breath
"Talk about timing", Dinah leans in to whisper
"Hey babe", he snakes his arms around my waist
Shawn
Every cell in my body, every fibre wanted to break the contact between Camila and Nick but I restrained myself for Mila's sake. It's for her good. She can't know about her mother and my dad's affair it would break her. The guilt of my mother being the reason behind her nightmares and pain already haunting me.
I love her more than I thought I was capable of, watching the pain in her eyes made me want to kiss her pain away. I've lost her and there's no going back.
"Hello Shawn and Ariana", Nick smirked
"Nick", I nodded
"Looks like we've all moved on", he tightened his grip around Camila
"Can we help you?", i was growing frustrated
"Oh yes, the fuck you can, why did you hurt Camila, what satisfaction do you get by doing this", Dinah interrupts
"Stop", Camila's voice cracked
"Some things aren't meant to be", I lie
"Then why pretend to care about me? Shawn? Why the fuck would you do that?", Camila yells
"Mil-", I start
"I'm not done yet and don't you dare call me Mila, you were always so different around me. You and I both know that was the real you, the caring, loving you. You are a devil around them. Shawn, why me out of all the people. Why play with my emotions?", tears were streaming down her cheeks
The once always happy and chirpy face was now replaced with pain and sorrow, I was the reason behind that.
"Camil-", I attempted to say something
"That's enough Shawn", he looked at the situation we were in, in amusement catching me by surprise
"Let's go", and with the three of them left
I watched my little brunette leave with that man.
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