*Recently known as Where I Belong*
You know that story about the girl who chased a rabbit and fell in a magical hole in which lead her to another world?
Well this story is different?
Expect in this story.... it's About a girl who doesn't know wher...
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Holly Heart POV
Waking up early to get ready is the worst decision i have ever made i can't go back to sleep i have lay in bed since Five in the morning now its seven i've been awake for two hours. I could leave but it freezing out there, honestly i rather lay in bed and do nothing then get up and walk my ass early in the morning pitch black to school that does not start in three more hours. Walking hone yesterday was shocking well for Maddie and Ivy for trying to get rid of me, MAddie was rather quiet i don't blame her she hugged me the whole way home and Alec and Ivy just argued the whole way back Ivy cried the whole way home about her non existent love life with Alec. to be fair i feel bad for the guy I mean he has been putting up with her clingy ass for years now. It's his problem now the no string attached alway leads up to feelings no matter what, and obilvish she caught them and he just couldn't keep it in his pants.
My life on the other hand is shit when we got into the house she wasn't home yet and we turned on the tv to see the two hunters i killed my blood ran cold last night the new anchor said hey where attacked by wolves near the riverside. I never thought i would go to prison for murder i always thought because of my gambling problem. I haven't dealt with what happen that day i know people say distractions won't help yad yad yad. In my case it's all that's been keeping my same since that day Cashmere and the rabbit hole 'home'. Agt least I'm not using sex as a distraction.
I'm not one to burden other people with my problem trust me no one cares about about your own problem when your stuck in the foster care, your all but yourself, i remember back when i was ten in one of my other foster care homes her name was Maya i remember her telling me to keep my weakness to myself so no one can hurt you and have no feeling for any of the other foster kids. And since then i have been doing that for the last seven years. Now i don't know after what i did is good to keep everything bottled up?
I hear my door creep open i quickly sit up to see Maddie her hair is up her tired eyes showing the bags under eyes are like mine she dressed in black legging and a black shirt and a black cardigan and black combat boot her smile now replaced with a frown.
"Hey Maddie" I tell her slowly and calm as i get up from bed and put on my shoes glancing at her, as dead as her eyes look its looks like she going to kill me after struggling to put on my shoes for like twenty-second i get and walk towards her.
"Maddie?" I tell her as i wave my hand in front of her face she's spaced out for sure i drop my hand as i call her name aging she shakes her head slightly and looks at me moving out the way of the door to the side.
"Breakfast is ready" Her voice comes out rough and that's all she says as she walks downstairs what the fuck.
Was I like that when I got out of that funk?
I grab my backpack and sweater and close the door of my room and head down stairs into the kitchen where everyone is seated i look up to see the foster mom back as she cooks i quietly take my seat in between Ivy and Alec since that's the only one open.
