OH MY SUPERSTAR !

Chapter-1 ( everything is boring as hell ! )

Are you ready ? Are you ? Surely ? Oh okay I will stop now.... I am so excited as well as nervous *biting my nails*. When I have to write author's note, nothing is going to pop up into my mind. Why ? Why though ?..... Nevermind. Don't forget to give your valuable comments and votes.

Viviana's pov :-

Life has never been tough, never been simpler either.

It wasn't interesting ever yet not boring as well.

if I would explain my life in simpler word then it's plain,

A plain life of your plain ordinary girl.....

There is nothing wrong in being ordinary ordinary rather than being extra-Bimbo-ordinary.

That's what I have always believed into.

Tapping of rain drops on my window made me look up from my phone where I was staring at the meme which is portraying my character perfectly.

I shifted myself little on my fluffy couch placed beside window to go nearer to glass.

I placed my fingertips on those beautiful shining water droplets on the glass from inside. Fuzzy woollen blanket covering my bare legs is slipping down slowly giving tingling sensation on my bare skin.

" why do you wear shorts into this freezing cold ?" I heard my mother's voice and I turned my gaze to her, that movement making my long silky brunette hair flipping like a perfect drama scene.

I saw my mom went inside kitchen for her almost same usual routine. I moved my attention where it was without giving any answer to my mom.

I was hugging my knees to chest seated in an indian manner. I was stuck into my thoughts not anything in particular but many things in process. Just thinking.

I got scared when suddenly mom placed hot coffee mug on my left knee. She didn't put it there but just supported it there to scare me and it indeed scared the shit out of me.

I gave her a thankful smile as I grabbed mug from her hands.
Staring at the coffee mug while unconsciously roaming my fingers on the tip of mug. It soothes my insides.

" Umm are you alright ?" Mom asked sweetly yet worried as she took place in front of me on couch.

" Yeah mom ! completely and utterly fine." I answered honestly because actually there is nothing to worried about, atleast for them.

" Then why do you seem like lost into your thoughts ? What are you thinking about ?" She inquired more.

" well ! Mamma you know what ?" I started but stopped in between and put the mug on the little marbled wall between window and couch.
Mom just nodded at that keep staring at my face, my eyes for the clues.

I held her hands into mine, placed my head into her lap.

" actually I am thinking about nothing in particular, but many things are running into my mind. I can't seem to point my thoughts or can explain them because I am myself very much unaware of where my thoughts are going..." I tried to explain but it was even confusing for my own ears so I can't blame my mom for that.

Mom savour my hair lovingly,

" Don't overthink " she completed our chat with those few words. I can understand her silence because even she is confused what I am feeling. Maybe actually it's just me who is overthinking.

I got up from mom's lap letting her go for her awaited work into kitchen.

" momma ! I am going out for a while." I said to mom as I went to place my empty coffee mug at kitchen island.

" No ! Can't you see it's raining ?" She peeked out with narrow eyes.

" yeah it's raining, it's raining, I will be back soon." I sing song it while dancing around in the drawing room.

I ran to my room to take essential things and then came out from the front door as my mom's words " this girl and her obsession with rain.." can be heard even from the outside. I shook my head at that with a smile taking that as a compliment. Yes ! I love rain, I love cold.

I walked for a while and then sat at a bench at the roadside.

Staring at the people going for their respective works making me feel complex, they staring back at me completely jealous of my life.

A person who has completed her graduation, pretty decently has been lurking around into life because her parents don't want her to have lot of troubles. They are capable of fulfilling her needs. I really feel pity on myself because I can't even blame anyone for what I am feeling.

I was keep staring at people,literally running but being cautious due to rain. I hung my head low making the hood of my jacket pulled down covering most of my face.

When you have lot of free time, you think about pretty much everything. From weather to how life will be into 2050. And I have really huge talent into imagination and thinking.
It doesn't help at all when you are an ordinary simple plain person who doesn't have extravagant dreams but the impossible ones.

I don't think everyday about having a job or this or that but atleast I don't want a life what I am living right now.

I wish and hope everyday for the miracle to happen, I am big time fan of dramas and I have been watching them literally every freaking time Because you know I have nothing else to do.

Finally just like every time, i realise that sulking is not going to change so atleast enjoy life which is perfectly blended by loving parents, decent lifestyle.

I got up from where I was seated and put on a smile because actually life isn't bad either, just boring.
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