OH MY SUPERSTAR !

Chapter-33 ( Just go, please stay)

I have been crying from the moment I started writing this chapter, I don't know why but I felt too emotional while writing this so I hope you will find my emotions into chapter, don't forget to vote , comment and to give your review...

Guys ! Be happy and don't give into someone about whom you aren't sure that the person will make you the happiest...choose wisely.
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Viviana's pov :-

After One Month,

Waves hitting at the shore keeping background lively in the silent morning, every wave come back with the much force and hit it on the rocks with thud just like the thoughts of my mind hitting more hard with each stroke on my miserable heart.

My fingers roaming on the tip of Coffee mug as the flames of steam coming out from Hot liquid, I stretched my legs out more ahead on the sand while looking at the waves but the mind wandering somewhere else, to a particular human being.

Put the coffee mug on the tray lying beside me, I pulled out phone from my trouser pocket and opened gallary. Tears started to well up into my eyes as I was keep staring at Our photo we clicked on our vacation, Me and Zuang.

Without further notice, My heart clenched so tight and my eyes started flowing with tears. Sobs leaving from my mouth uncontrollably making me gasp for air as i am feeling like someone is choking me, heart is so tight, breathing shortened.

I locked my phone, put it aside and start taking deep breaths to control the aching into my heart, breathing to get back to normal.

It's been a month since I am here, i am not sad to be here but not happy either. I haven't resist anything zandrew has asked me to do, I would do everything without opposing.

Most probably he would get irked at my nonresistance behaviour. If he would demand me to hug him, kiss him or even sleep with him. I would do it without any protest although I was more than happy that he hasn't asked me to do anything sort of.

I want him to realise that you can have anything in this world by force but not love, you cannot force someone to love you, it never works.

Even though into this past month, I have realised so many things. Zandrew is everything I wanted in my partner. All of our hobbies matches, it was never my priority though but still it was unimaginable. We both are bookish, we have been reading lots of books together. He often make dinner for me, take care of every little detail. What is my allergies or what makes my stomach to go upset ? Me having eating disorder makes it difficult to eat anything without fear.

We both loves the same things, movies or even sports. Our thoughts matches to an extent that it's non believable.

But still, Am i in love with him ? Or even close to it ? Nope not at all...

I feel nothing but the friendship between us, that's when I realised that nothing matters if you are in love with that person.

I am in love with Zuang so much that I cannot even think about anyone else but him...

The most important thing I always seek from a relationship is, equality. I want my partner to respect me, my decisions and my vision as much I does of his. I have my own personality and I don't want anyone to overpower my life. I can't deal with one way relationship, if you are going to put your input into my life then so do i. I can't deal with a man who is so egoistic that for him, a girl is just a trophy into his life or a doll he can ruin as he wants. No I cannot stand that kind of relationship, I have always seen my parents so in love with each other. They respect each other and their opinions about anything. My dad has never overpowered my Mom's life, he thinks that both man and woman are equal.