OH MY SUPERSTAR !

Chapter-11 ( Umm...so ?)

Yeahhh ! Three chapters in a day...now finally I am going to sleep without taking any regrets into my heart. Guys read it and do tell me what do you think about each characters, this story line and about every chapter. Your comments matter and it does a lot so try it and give tons of comments and votes please....

Did you hear "I believe" from the drama " Cindrella and four knights" ? If you haven't seen that drama then do watch it, just a suggestion that it's good to watch.
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Lee zuang's pov:-

My hands were in a form of fist as I hugged her in a haste,silently asking for a permission, the moment her tiny hands touched my back, my fists loosened and my palms resting on her back.

It wasn't an intimate hug but definitely the one which makes your soul longing for more.
My heart wants more but it is scared, my heart want to coil aroud hers but also the fear that maybe maybe it's wrong yet feels so right and she feels so fresh after those suffocating fake people pretending to like me.

She is like a fresh breath of air for a person like me who is used to polluted air.

Maybe it's not healthy for me !

Her head lying in the crook of my neck, our heartbeats can be heard amidst of chaos around us.

I recoiled ourselves from the long hug, cold vibe hit me straight into the heart.

I scratched the back of my head making my cap swifting from my head, viviana was quick to put it at it's original position.

I gave her thankful smile at which she smiled back.

We were keep staring at each other while awkwardly standing there in front of each other.

My phone started ringing breaking that little bubble of us, I took my phone out. Caller's name made my eyebrows knitted together.

It's my annoying best friend, even he doesn't know where am i so maybe he has called to hang out.

" Umm I will be back." I said and she nodded.

I walked out from the cafe but before going out I looked back and saw viviana taking our previous table.

" Hey man" I greeted but in return I heard him cursing.

What the hell !

" What the hell man" did he hear my inner thoughts ?

" What is it ? If it's not something important then I am hanging up because I am busy." I snapped a little.

" Of course you are busy with someone in new york." He remarked that angrily.

" New york ? Who ?" I started fumbling with my words.

" Stop beating around the bush ! I saw your pictures from this morning on New York airport." He declared the unknown information and that made me pacing back and forth.

" My pictures ? How ? Nobody knew that I am coming here..." it slipped from my mouth as I am keep taking deep breaths.

" You know your fandom is crazy so be aware of that always, they will even recognise you by your eyes so listen dude ! I don't know why and with whom you are right now or for whom you are there, just remember who you are and don't do anything reckless which you will regret later on, you aren't teenager anymore." He lectured me but why does it hitting straight to the core, exactly on my weakness right now.

He is right, what I am doing right now is not something which I should do in the first place.

You aren't teenager anymore, damn man !
I kicked the ground while my eyes shut tight.

A hand touched my right arm making me open my eyes, viviana staring back at me with her innocent bright big eyes full of concern.

" Don't worry, it's nothing." I answered to the questions her eyes are keep yelling.

" It was really nice meeting you, viviana." I started saying and with that her face fell.
But then, she covered her expressions in another second.

" Yeah ! It was nice meeting you too, thank you for everything." She formally spoke those words giving me tight smile, her eyes not sparkling anymore.

I bet my eyes are mirroring the same, why do I feel like i am going to regret ruining this moment ?

" So..." she started saying something but stopped in the middle, stared at me with unknown emotion into her eyes, averted her gaze away while playing with the strap of her bag.

" So ?" I asked eager to know what she was saying, please say something which can make my heart go calm, say something that it's okay to feel this way, it's okay to be reckless for once.

" So are you going back ?" She asked still not looking at me but keep staring at the ground at her white sneakers and back to the ground.
She is tensed, I can feel it through her body language.

" Yeah ! I have to..." I lied through my teeth.

" I understand.." she nodded with that finally meeting my eyes while hers brimming with tears.

" Hey ! Why are you crying ?" I asked with full of concern, stepped near her but she took few steps back.

My heart sank at that, I am feeling dejected.

" It's maybe I was inside the cafe and came out in the sun, maybe it's sunlight..." she started rambling randomly obviously making excuses.

Something which she didn't accept nor I asked anymore because if you cannot take responsibility, don't push it anymore.

" You are obviously a busy person, please go ahead with your plans and again thank you so much for this meeting, I never ever thought that I would be able to meet you so this is actually a feeling like living into fantasy world." She excitedly put those feelings in front of me, you can see those sparkling pools of honey.

Oh viviana ! I wish I could say that I am feeling like living into fantasy too but then, acceptance of the same will make everything complicated so it's better that I say nothing.

I put my hand out for her to shake but that gesture of mine reminded me of the hug we shared just few moments ago.

I took it back just when she pulled her hand out to meet mine, i smiled apologetically.

What should I say now ? I will see you later ? It will raise both of ours hope for the second meeting.

I was standing there without saying anything but keep debating what to say....

" Bbye then." She understood my hesitation and said those words.

" I will see you ?" It came out as a question, she gave me last wave and last smile of hers and " hope so" those last words in a soft whisper not for me to hear but I did.

With that, we both started walking into opposite direction, I stopped into my track and looked behind at her descending form slowly disappearing into crowd.

Viviana ! What are you making me do.......