Chapter-16 ( for forever ?)

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I literally cried, I was sobbing when i wrote this chapter and I am not joking at all. I tried my best to pour all the emotions which were into my mind that how I wanted this chapter to take shape so i hope y'll will feel them and do tell me what do you think about it...

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Lee zuang's pov:-

" It's worth it." I mumbled when I saw her standing there with the support of railing, her head high staring at sky full of stars making me envious that she is staring at something else rather than my face.

I shook my head at my own cheesiness.

I walked closer, my eyes scanning this beauty alongside my stupid heart longing badly for her.

I removed my blazer and put it on her shoulder, she still hasn't moved completely aware of me being here.

I put my arms around her hugging her from behind,fingers moving from her elbows to her palms and fingers got laced in a tight grip as a deep sigh of contentment left from my mouth. I put nose into her hair inhaling the smell of hers into my system like a drug she has became for me.

" You abandoned me...." I whispered huskily while keep caressing her ear with my nose.

I felt a drop fell on my left hand which is intertwined with hers, i spinned her to face me and saw her eyes filled with tears.
It scratched my heart, I removed tears with the back of my hand but she stepped back.

I was about to take further step but she stopped me.

" Let's stop here" She declared that with finality tone.

" What if I don't want to ?" I asked back but she averted my eyes only to look back with strong will in her voice even if tears are keep flowing.

" You are only going to hurt me like you are doing now, you will be happy in your life and I will be miserable my whole life." She started sobbing with that.

I grabbed her from arm and pulled her to me, she startled at that and started wiggling to go away but my grip strengthen to hold her there.

" Look into my eyes, Am I happy ? Can you see any happiness there ?" I stared straight into her eyes for her to see my sincerity.

" You are drunk, you won't even remember what you are speaking right now and me ? I will keep repeating this words for forever.... I really pity myself right now." She accused me as pushing me lightly by chest but I pulled her more closer that our face is only inch away.

" Don't push me away, please I beg you-....for once only for once give me love that I need please don't push me away please-....love me without asking anything back-...please-" a lone tear left from my eye as i looked away embarassed to look into her eyes.

She put her forefinger on the right side of my cheek and moved my head to look at her.

With the back of her hand, she removed the traces of tears left on my cheek, I lean on her touch with my eyes closed while my mouth slightly open breathing heavily.

Nobody has seen me into vulnerable state, she is the only one and will be.

" What would you do to the person who is the only one can make you happiest ? Who is the only one can give you peace ? The only one making your life worthy to live..." I asked with all the emotions swirling into my eyes, staring at her waiting for her to answer.

She moved closer if it was possible and grabbed me by my collar, I stayed put keep staring at her like a lost puppy.

" I will pulled that person with the collar closest to me and I will promise him that I am never letting you go, you are stuck with me for forever so are you ready to spend your forever with me ?" She answered while punched me lightly on the shoulder where her hand was holding collar of my shirt then, closed her eyes, her bottom lip trembling.

" Are you ?" I asked her grabbed her with shoulder while my head tilted to look at eyes as her head is down.

" Is there a forever ?" She whispered while staring straight into my eyes.

" We both know each other from mere two days, our worlds are far from each other. You are a celebrity, and me ? I am a nobody in your life and to you. For a moment I want to believe that it can be possible but then, it will hurt me and me only in the end where I will be left alone by you." She put weight on each and every word making it clear for me to hear.

I pulled her with a jerk closest to me, caressing her cheek with the back of my hand to into her hair grabbed handful of it and jerked her head up staring intensely into her honey orbes, my eyes keep moving from her eyes to her lips.

I couldn't take it anymore, I debated thousand times if I should go for it or not but my heart won over my mind and my lips captured hers softly.

She wiggled but my other arm circled her waist to held her there and she gave in.

Her lips moved, kissing me back with sweet minty taste blasting into my mouth making me want more.....

She stumbled back, her back is hitting the railing so i swirled us around making me standing at the support of railing while still kissing her bottom lip, my hands roaming from her back to her hair.

She pushed me away while both of us breathing heavily, i couldn't bare this much distance between us so i walked to her, my forehead touching hers.

" For forever ?" I breath it out.

" is there a forever ?" She repeated the same question.

" I don't know myself but I want to try-.... my best." I sincerely said that.

She put her head on my heart and I hugged her back with long sigh of contentment.

It feels homely....I smiled at my own thought.

" I was curious about something...." she whispered still her head lying there.

" uhmm.." I hummed.

" How is your English so good ? I thought you are only good at korean...." she asked curiously sounding cute like a baby.

I started laughing, she followed me and started laughing too.

Our bodies vibrating due to laughter, I hugged her tight like a precious she is.

" Tell me no...." her voice felt real good into this night shaped into beautiful night.

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