OH MY SUPERSTAR !

Chapter-27 ( Punch on face or kick on ass ?)

So after few days of sulking like a brat or may I say like a depressed person. I was so discouraged to write further but then i made peace with myself and found myself writing again and also a long update to make up for not updating from three days. I hope you all will enjoy this and don't forget to vote and comment.

And one more thing, this novel was previously called " Oh my superstar" but I changed it to "The billionaire superstar felt it too..for Her". Although it's a same book just a changed names so don't get confused and resume reading as you were doing.
( Above is the drawing that I made few days ago, just for you all to see*cheeky grin*)
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Viviana's pov:-

I was living into ancient british era's novel from past three years, all the events, all the characters so matured up and the conversation which sometimes urge you to open the dictionary to understand the meaning behind it. Talks about real deep problems people are facing into their daily lives whereas it's all about depression, hard times and lastly the heartbreak but engraved into such language where even you cannot identify your own life. You have only one choice remain which is to make yourself believe that it's what grown up people do, they talk about real emotions, facts and lastly how life is cruel.

Talk about Real shit ! But is it even a life ?

All of a sudden, when the next page was flipped. It started taking shape into teenage rom-com drama where everything is fast paced, you cannot predict what's next but everyday, Heck ! Every moment it brings new surprises which is my present life. My life has take a turn of one eighty degree making me feel dizzy because the calm and pain which became the daily part of life exchanged into adrenaline rush, frustration about the non-planned events but it started surfacing my inner teenage girl out from all grown up workaholic woman who was once a big fantasy fan, who was living into fantasy world before her world crashed down on her and she started living her life with the remorse that her stupidity brought her life to a extent where she was gasping for air whenever panick attack would strick her whole system and will make her suffer until she regret living.

But dang ! I would be lying if I will say that I am not enjoying this phase of life. I am feeling alive after dreadful years of suffering.

Now when I look back, I regret wasting my precious time of golden period of life, I wish I enjoyed that period without drowning into my own tears, without waiting for certain person's answer, without falling deep into depression that I had to visit a doctor. But that's what happens with everyone of us, we all regret a phase that was wasted for all the wrong reasons.

I have a quote into my office saying " The real world is more promising than the fantasy world can ever be". Everyone thinks that I am the girl who doesn't believe into fantasy but the hell ! If only they knew that I am the girl who wants to believe into that quote, I wanted that quote in front of my eyes so i can keep remind myself about the same, I managed to fool everyone even my own self until the man who made me do all the crazy stuff came along making my whole new belief system crashing down, making me realise how I was the same girl from back then who was undyingly in love with the world that doesn't exist.

The only sound was coming, from the clicking of my heels as I was walking down the corridor of studio where Zuang's photoshoot is happening.

I was still shaken by the events happened just before I came here, no it's not about Zuang.

It's Mr. Bene- umm..Zandrew. Even if he isn't here, I could still feel his growl when I addressed him as Mr. Beneth.

I inhaled a deep breath while rubbing my forehead, his eyes. That picture is saved into my system, I shivered at the memory.