you can't feel me, no
and we kissed.
like i feel you, no
at first it was gentle.
i can't steal you, no
she stole me.
like you stole me, no
and then we kissed like there was no tomorrow.
and i want you in my life
i wanted her in my life.
and i need you in my life
but i couldn't have her.
and she knew that.
la la la la la
so we both broke down. we both cried. we hugged. we were running out of time.
after all this dramatic scene, we ended up cuddling in my couch. we were telling each other secrets we hadn't tell anyone before. she warned me she wasn't a good person, but i'm not any better.
"i knew i shouldn't be looking on her things, but i found an e-mail where i realised she was cheating on my dad." i confessed
"i once stole two books from the school's library and blamed my best friend." she whispered.
"i used to steal money from my mom's safebox."
"i lied a lot to everyone. i even made up i went to australia when actually, i just went to my grandparent's town." she wasn't whispering anymore.
"i once made an internet account and pretended i was someone else."
"i was the one who made public some girl's nudes at my school, but i didn't tell anybody." i was ashamed because of that.
she started to cry but turned away so i wouldn't notice. i was wondering what was the reason behind her tears, until she finally spoke up.
"i killed somebody." she whispered, again.
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Short Story"i swear to god her eyes look as distant as venus does" © euthenics.