My Ex Friends Girl Joe Sugg X Dianne Buswell

I Need To Tell You Something

Dianne's pov
I had a dream last night . There's a very sick feeling in my stomach. I know I should have told Joe all those years ago. But he was blowing up on social media and we were so young . We couldn't . But I still did it  . I've kept this a secret for way to long now.
We walk out of the studio after a long camera block through. I've been thinking on how to tell Joe what happened after that night but I can't . I'm scared it will ruin us .
We get back to our hotel and sit on the bed
"Dianne is everything okay . You've been very very quiet and I'm worried "Joe says sitting beside me.
"Joe I'm going to tell you something that you could be really really happy about but you could hate me forever for " I say
"Dianne your really scaring me " Joe says
"After I got to Australia I found out I was pregnant . It was a shock to the system and to my family . They asked me who the dad was . I knew in heart who it was but I told them I'd get a test done . The test came back and it was your baby . I never told you because you were blowing up on social media and you didn't need that in your life. An extra thing to stress you out . I had a little girl . Her name is Josie . I told her everything about you because I didn't want her thinking her dad didn't care. I knew deep down you didn't even know about her . I'm so so sorry Joe. I'm such an idiot " I say. Tears fall down my face. Joe wraps his arms around me .
"Don't worry Dianne about it now . We need to focus on the future. It's a shock . But I have to ask where is she now." Joe says
"In Australia with my brother and my parents "I explain
"Dianne, when can I see her" Joe asks
"I don't know. I could bring her home with me when I go to Australia at Christmas " I explain
"Dianne thank you for telling me " Joe says moving a piece of hair out my face
"Joe how are you not angry at me " I say
"Dianne it's because I love you " Joe says with a cheerful smile
"Thank you Joe " I say
"It's what I'm here for. Now no more big secrets " Joe says hugging me
"That's a promise " I say