Bewildered

Thunderstorm

                             

Mia

Samuel had decided on a less than friends relationship for us. I think in his mind I had sex with Fernando. He was still on a weird mode towards me, but after the encounter with that Rosie lady, everything switched for me.

"We need to talk" I informed him.

" Ok.." He said without glancing my way.

" Uh... hello?" I said, and waived my hands in front of him.

Getting his complete attention, I needed to let him know exactly what was on my mind.

" I'm fine with... this," I said pointing at the distance between us, from one side of the room to the next, him still sitting on the pull out couch he was planning on sleeping on. "I'm not ungrateful. I will always be indebted to you, for everything you have done for me. And I feel the need to explain this to you, even tough you might not even care. Between Fernando and I, nothing happened. Not because we didn't wanted to... Things just always got too... ugh! way complicated between us,"

I don't think my "explanation" was really helping my case. He looked even more pissed off.

"Mia. I don't n..." I raised my hand up in attempt to get him to let me finish first.

" Yeah.. I know you don't care. Still, as I was mentioning I think you deserve to know that, I couldn't go beyond the kissing point until I saw you again and cleared whatever we had, and I was hoping that you could agree to help me get out of your place and life."

I could tell, he was thinking of the possibilities of getting me out of his house.

"If, that's what you really want... I will help you."

His easiness in the way he agreed to helping me confused me, and made me sad. Somehow deep down I was hoping, he would fight for me... for us.

"You seriously didn't went beyond?"

How could I really explain it to him, In my mind I was ready to have sex with another man. Especially with that man being so perfect, like Fernando. But every time we were interrupted, I was relieved.

"No. I just couldn't. I know you don't believe me, but I felt as if I was been ungrateful to you."  This part is actually true.

Tonight we had ordered room service, and Samuel had work to catch up with, I was really exhausted. I guess confessing to him, was a big relief after all.

I decided to get ready for bed. Sometime during the night, a bad thunderstorm started roaming in, with all the loud thunder, my fears and nightmares came back.

"Mia. I'm here! Shhh..." Strong arms hugged me, and not only did he tried to comfort me, but also provided me with the protection I desperately needed, as I couldn't stop crying.

"I'm sooo.. scared! Hold me Samuel please don't let go!" After that our lips met and I fell for his safety once again.

We began to passionately kissing, I hadn't realized how much I missed this kind of moments with him. His cinnamon and spicy smell.

His thumb traces my lower lip. " Every time you bite on your lips, it makes me want to do it myself,"

I let his finger enter my mouth, I lick it with the tip of my tongue. After a couple of seconds, I bite softly on his fingertip.

"Mmm..." Was all I could say.

He begins a trail of kisses all the way down to my belly, and comes back all the way until his kissing my nipples, he sucks them, like he was starving for me. He begins massaging my clit with his fingers, gently, me being so wet helps him bring another finger, he quickly starts an in and out rhythm. A minutes later, he brings his hard on to my entrance, as his cock wiggles between my folds for a moment before he pushes his entire length inside me.

We couldn't have enough of each other the whole night long.

"You're so fucking beautiful," He says.

"Oohhh... Samuel." I'm finally able to say.

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