I Found My Light (Book 1)

Not Alone Anymore

??? P.O.V

Every day was the same, being feared by everyone around me. Ever since that day I have been alone. My father left my mother for another woman, and as for my mother she told me something I would never forget and then she left with my two older sisters, leaving my twin sister and I with my grandfather.

My grandfather always told me it wasn't my fault my mother left, but I know it was a lie. My family got distorted because of me. When I got older, it only got worse for me. I left my grandfather's home when I turned 16. I didn' want to keep being a burden.

Ever since I could remember I could always feel other people's emotions. At first I thought it was a gift but, now I think of it as a curse, One that only brings me suffering. When I was about 14 or so I was on a really high bridge and I jumped to end it all. But I never died instead I was on the ground covered with scratches and a bit of blood.

I kept trying but to no avail. It was like someone wanted me to keep suffering, so I gave up and isolated myself instead. As years went by my ability just grew stronger and stronger.

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It was raining, everyone around me was socializing with their umbrellas in the air keeping them dry from the rain pouring form the sky, While I didn't care. All I saw in the world was colorless.

I entered my new school and went to class. I could feel the teacher's emotions, I noticed that under that act she was very upset.

I wrote my name on the board and bowed, I was heading towards my desk until I head the teacher say 'this one is going to be a burden.' So I just kept looking forward and said, "I'm sorry for being a burden to you, ma'am." And continued walking to my desk. Along the way I could hear whispers about me like always. My desk was in the back, second towards the window, next to a blonde haired boy. He was looking towards the window, I envied him.

Why couldn't the others be like him, in his own world. I unconsciously took a peek at his feelings. He felt board and tired. That's when he turned his head and I could see his emerald green eyes stare at my cold crystal blue eye. Just then I felt the colorless world around me shatter around me and replaced with beautiful color all around.

"Who are you?" He said, clearly confused.

"Someone who shouldn't be alive right now." I simply replied. I saw his eyes go to the board were my name was written.

"So your name is Elizabeth liones, that's a pretty name. My name is Meliodas Kaji, but you can just call me Meliodas." He said, carefree like a child .

"Alright settle down class, let's get started with today's lesson." Ms. Kail, our teacher said as she returned to the white board and began to write.

After two classes it was lunch time. The boy next to me left which was a relief. I grabbed my lunch and went to the roof hoping no one was there. When I reached the top I opened the door and walk two or three steps before stopping. I saw the same blonde haired boy except he was with seven other people, four boys and three girls to be exact.

"I'm sorry for coming here, I'll leave." I said. Before I was able to leave I felt a someone grab my wrist.

"Hey would you like to have lunch with me and my friends." It was the blonde haired boy.

"No thank you, I will only cuase you and your friends pain and suffering." I mearly replied as I tried to free my wrist.

"Come on it will be fun I promise." He said childly.

"I said no thank you." It was at this moment that his friends came next to him.

"Hey you okay cap'n?" Said a tall boy with red eyes and pale blue hair he also had a scar on his cheek.

"Captain, who is this girl, is she a new friend of yours?" Asked another girl, she had brown hair tied up into pigtails and purple eyes.

"I'm not her friend yet but, I was hoping she would join us for lunch and get to know her." He said back.

"So, would you like to join us?" He asked again.

"Like I told you before, no thank you. I would only bring pain and suffering to you and those around you."

I didn't notice that I dropped my lunch or that I was crying. I didn't even notice that my ability was showing. The plants and flowers around me started to grow. I eventually feel to my knees and heard them.

"What the hell."

"What is happening."

I eventually snapped I couldn't take it anymore and my emotions were taking control just like that day.

"I can't take it anymore, all the pain and, suffering I felt. The pain and suffering I made others feel because of me. My only wish is to be dead, that way I wouldn't hurt anyone else but, that wouldn't happen even if I try. All I will ever be is a burden nothing mo-

"No you won't, you and I are friends now you won't ever have to be alone and scared." He just hugged me, was he scared of me.

No I could feel his emotions. He felt sympathy and love, but for who. I had so many questions about him and his friends. Why didn't they run or hide. I read their feelings like an open book. Then everything around me started to fade and I blacked out. The last thing I saw was his concerned green eyes.

Hey there, Aqua here this is a new story I wrote when I was feel down, and was wondering if I should continue the story. I really enjoy writing fanfics and some music I listen to helps me get inspired but let me know. Until then see you next chapter...