The Demon's Love✓

Chapter - 50

I didn't die after ritual but I'll surely die now I can tell. Her smirk is telling me. Why she hates me so much? Can't she leave me alone for once?

"This is bad" she fakes a sad tone. While coming closer to me and looking at my whole body , each bruise clearly.

"The blood stone took too much of blood of hers" she says to Damian while still looking at my bruises.

Her grey eyes travels to his face and her eyebrows frowns up in worry

"I heard it happens when blood is not pure" oh how much I wanna slap her.

"Or she's not a virgin"

"Mind your own business" Damian cuts her words off while sitting beside me.

"So what you gonna do now?" She asks while pointing at me.

Thanks , this was the most sensible sentence she has ever spoken since I met her.

"I don't know"

"Get rid of it then" starts playing with her hairs

"Sara, stay in your limits" he sighs.

"What do you want from her now anyways?"

Well she's right.

"Public knows her as my wife"

"Just say she died due to accident "

"Get out" I hear a silent deadly voice wish gives me chills down my spine. It's a tone saying your death is near. I'll never dare to make him angry ever again.

As Damian said, she exits the room.

"How am I gonna live with her" he whispers to himself while starring at blank space in his room.

His so perfectly symmetrical face having poker expressions. He's like dead inside. Almost looks like he want to get out from this mess.

If I were him I would be depressed too. I can understand what he's going through. He have to deal with a forced marriage too. He was forced to marry sacrifice . he also have a jerk fiance to argue with. Who knows what else responsibilities he is having?

I wish I could help him in anyway.

And if I think about it, I can help him in a way. If I die, he'll be free.

So is it really decided? Do I wanna die?

Where will I go even if I get alive from this mess? I feel something warm on my cheek. It feels wet.

Am I crying? Well yes. I'm crying. Silently so he doesn't know. I know I don't have anywhere to go. I just didn't want to really die. But I think I've to.

All I wanted was to study. But I think, I need to just end my life.

Stop making him suffer, stop suffering myself. All I wish for is now heaven. I don't know why I'm crying over this? Do I really wanna live?

No I don't. It is sad and hurting. I'll decide when and how I'll die

What about tonight? When Damian will be asleep. I'll cut the IV drop and jump out of window to finally end myself.

I look at Damian's worried face still starring into blank space.

Well, don't worry Damian. Your most strongest problem is going to end by tonight.

"I'm going to take a ride, I'll be right back. Be aware Sara is at home lock the door as I go" he doesn't wait for my reply he just walks out from the room.

He cares about me? I saw him telling Sara to shut up everytime she said something bad about me.

Doesn't he want me to die?

"I'm locking the door from outside" I hear him saying from the closed door.

Now I feel bad. He's trying so hard for me to live but why?! What does he want? Why is he doing this? Just end it Damian.

Or don't worry, I'll end this all tonight.