The Demon's Love✓

chapter - 51

*Damian's pov*

Blood. I want blood. I'm so frustrated. And I know I'll get it once I'll go home but I can't wait because I'm so frustrated I want to cut myself. I take out the same blade which I tore my shirt to cover Jen's bruises.

A cut won't effect much. I cut myself a bit while driving. I close my eyes in pleasure.

That's gonna hurt afterward. Alot . Whenever I cut myself I get exhausted and feel too much pain after pleasure.

A second cut follows after a few second. I need to stop I'm driving. But it's giving me relaxation.

Few drops of blood drop on my jeans. Shit, the cut is deep it's gonna sting like hell afterwards what I did?!

Also I'm going to mother's house back to argue with her. How I'm suppose to show her this. She'll again blame Jen for it.

I cover the wound on my arm by unrolling my rolled sleeves.

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As I reach mother's mansion back, I call for her.

She's in her room - a maid tells me. I walk to her in frustration and knock on the door.

"Mom" I say silently. But my voice is showing my frustration anyway.

"What?" She doesn't look at me. She's facing window, silently looking outside.

"Why you sent Sara?"

"I didn't"

"I know you did"

Now she faces me and her face shows anger.

"She told you I sent her?!"

"No"

"Then how are you so sure?"

"I know you did"

She sighs and sits on silver coloured sofa with a loud thud. She's still so much angry at the fact that I'm taking care of Jen
Why is she becoming selfish?

She liked her since the very start.

She liked Jen so much that when Jen was born she said Jen will live in one of our mansions and get quality study and other stuff. We had to convince her that she won't live that long so we can't do that. She's a sacrifice not our child. She still denied.

But now it's complete reverse. She hates her and I don't even know why? She can't hate her this much just because I'm healing Jen.

"Yes. I did" she admits in a very stubborn voice. Clearly saying that it's not wrong.

"Why?"

"Because she's your fiance remember" oh she's getting on my nerves so much. How much I want to get out of here. I don't want to be in such situations.

"Clearly she's not"

"Damian!" She stands up while looking at me like she's going to eat me.

I'm a bit scared of her but I disagree to show it to her. If she sees I'm scared she'll force me to marry Sara .

"What is wrong with Sara? She's beautiful , she's from a good household"

"And her father will put 30% for building poison factory for magicians to expand father's business" I say rest of the sentence cutting her off.

"And also then she'll ask for her name written on paper of mansion at our main place" I complete whole sentences by cutting her off as rude tone as the truth itself is.

"It's part of business"

"AND I'M NOT A BUSINESS TOOL!" Now bursting in anger , I don't have any control over my feelings.

" You are the main reason,I'm ending up cutting myself mother"

She looks at me in disbelief.

"You made me marry father's sacrifice in public , you made me date Sara for business , you made me live far from Alaska with Tanya as my mother when you know I couldn't live anywhere in huge population due to self harming reasons!"

Now she starts to cry. And I just stand there dumbfounded. I hurt her I know. But I can't take this all.

"Now I like something and you are taking it away!"

"I know" she sobs.

"But don't you remember we are demons? We need to sacrifice stuff for living on earth. I don't want any of us going back to hell. It hurts son"

She's telling truth but earth isn't any less from hell itself.

"I don't want to be a tool anymore"

"Okay, you want to marry Jen"

Uh. What did I do?

Why I said I like her?

I am not even sure myself if I wanna marry her. I don't know what to do?