Really been into updating recently Realised I've posted one like this before srry Ik I'm ass
PSA: i just posted a new chapter on my new book "ocean eyes" which I'm really proud of! Please check it out if u can! <3 —
It is hard being the girlfriend of a YouTuber. Yes, granted, my boy friend is super cute and super nice. But there's a lot of secrecy, and although I like the privacy, it's emotionally straining.
I've been dating YouTuber Grayson Dolan for around 7 months now, and it's been the best 7 months i could imagine. We go on cute dates outside the city, and at his house, and he makes me super happy. He's all I could ask for, and more.
But it's hard. On me and him. A lot of his fans are suspecting things, and are being rough to him and Ethan about it. They hate the secrecy. So do I, I'm so scared about being in the public eye. In the city, we can't do normal couple things - holding hands, going to the moofys (oof if u know that reference) etc - incase someone spot us. Grayson wants to tell his fans, but understands my worries. Ethan recently told the fans about him and his girlfriend. They got a lot of support - and a lot of hate. It's harsh, and I see how it effects her.
I don't want to do anything that would jeopardise me and Gray. And I'm scared the influence of his almost 10 million subscribers may sway his opinion on me - although I know he's not like that.
I'm at Gray's house, doing so studying on the sofa, on my laptop. Only E and his Girl were Home, as Gray was grocery shopping (like always). I hear the front door click, and soon enough the beaming, sweet face of my boyfriend pops around the corner. "Hey bup," he smiles, "what ya working on?" "A fractional distillation assignment, how are you" I smile, as he kisses me. "Sounds boring," I nod, "Yh I'm ok" he sits next to me, placing his arm around me and reads my laptop screen.
"Look baby, I've been thinking," I look up at him, anxious for what is too come, "I really want to tell them." The look on my face must have said it all - "Not if your uncomfortable! It's just people are suspecting it, and if I love you, which I do, they'll love you" I smile uncertainly. "What's stopping you princess?" He takes my chin and I look at him.
"I'm scared Grayson, look at how people reacted with Ethan." He nods. "The hate his girlfriend gets." He nods again "And I don't want them changing your mind about me Grayson, some of your fans are so horrid, and I don't want to lose you" [some people in this fandom are such bitch asses srry] I bury my face into his neck
"They will love you I promise. No one is going to change the way I feel about you - ever. I promise bup, I love you" He kisses my forehead, and look up at him. "Fine," i say, "how are you going to tell them"
Grayson beams, "like this" he says as he whips out his phone.
@/GraysonDolan :
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Caption : I've heard a few people say what I do makes them happy, so I want to share what makes me happy! @/yourigname , you make me the happiest I've ever been 💘
He hits „post"; „Grayson I'm scared about what they'll say"
„And I'm dyslexic"
„What are you on about?"
„I thought we were listing things that aren't going to effect our relationship" he smiles.
