Dolan Imagines ♛

• "I do" ~ both

Yeet
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The twins had been fighting for a long time, as I remember. At night, Ethan would sneak out of bed, and I would hear them shouting in the living room. It scared me.

It was continuous, for months. If I tried to ask them, they would tell me „it's nothing important" and give me pretty smiles. I assumed it wasn't my business.

Until that day. I remember it clear as. Monday 16th February. They had just finished arguing, and wrestling, when they came up to me as I sit on the sofa on my phone.

„Y/n" Ethan mumbled, and I look up.
„Can you stand up" Grayson mumbled.

So I got up, confused, and stood facing them, terrified Ethan was breaking up with me, or them saying I couldn't stay there anymore. I was scared.

„We need you to pick", Ethan sighs loudly, „who you want to be with"
I just stared at them, my eyes freakishly big.

„But I'm - with you Ethan" i said, utterly confused.
Grayson swayed slightly, before whispering,his voice cracking, „much to my dismay, y/n"

That's when I understood. They'd been arguing over who gets to date me. The disadvantage of dating a twin.

So I nodded, slowly , and stood inbetween them.
„If you want to act like children, I'll treat you like one" I laughed.
„Close your eyes boys" I said, and I took both of their hands, and held them tight.
„If I keep holding your hand, I chose you" I said, trembling with guilt - I didn't want to upset the other person. But the choice, then, was (what I thought) obvious.

„Why Are you shaking" Grayson said.
„I'm scared, please, both of you, don't be mad. I love you both" I said. And with that, I dropped Grayson's hand.

They opened their eyes, and I looked at Gray, sympathetically.
„I'm sorry Grayson, but I'm dating Ethan" I say, he hugged me, and smiled, before walking away.
Ethan turned to me, kissed me, and smiled.
„I love you y/n" he said
„I love you too" I repeated.

I heard Grayson crying that night. The guilt ate away at me. But I had made the right choice, I believed.
Gray and I continued to have a great friendship, and only occasionally I saw the sorrow in his eyes, but we both pushed past it.

And now it's today.
My dream day.
The day of Ethan and mines big white wedding.
The day I had always dreamed of.
The perfect day - so I believed.

„Your dress is gorgeous, i love You" Grayson says, hugs me, and gives me to my father to give me away.
Im walked down the aisle, and I make eye contact with my best friends, family, Gray, and the dolans, before reaching Ethan.
We smile at eachother and he's crying.
He takes my  hands.

The officator speaks, Ethan reads his vows, I read mine - but all that is going round and around and around in my mind is Monday 16th February.

I snap back in.

„And do you, Ethan, take y/n to be your lawfully wedded wife?"

„I do" Ethan beams.
„And y/n , do you take Ethan to be your lawfully wedded husband?"

„I do"

And I turn my face, to look at Grayson

And I can't help wondering
If all this time

If I should've followed my real feelings

And chose the other twin

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Oof