Dolan Imagines ♛

•Last Hope ~ G

I like writing about how I feel, it lets me vent. Srry if u don't like it?
A lot like "depressed - E" but another POV
Happy one coming soon :)
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* GRAYSONS POV *

going through the motions.

Eat. 

Sleep.

Cry.

Repeat.

going through the motions-

Eat.

Sleep.

(Depressed)

Repeat.

Everyday felt like that. Dark places. Somber moods. Alone.

The only person who understood me was y/n. I hadn't told Ethan - he wouldn't understand.

Eat (sometimes).
Sleep (when I can).
Depressed (constantly).
Repeat (cyclic).

Today was especially bad.
Yesterday, not so much.
But that had now caught up with me.

I sit on the sofa, staring.
Into the abyss of my feelings.
It wouldn't go away.
I tried.
Too many times.
It's too tiring.

I felt stuck, glued. I didn't have any energy to do anything. The darkness overwhelmed my body.

Y/n came home.
I didn't go to greet her.
No energy.

She smiled "hi gray"
I turn the corner of my lips up - don't want to be rude.

Her face changes.
Like a storm.

"What's wrong" she mutters, kicking her shoes off.
I ignore - no energy.

She comes over. - "what's wrong" she says, slight worry in her tone.
"Grayson please what's wrong" her voice cracks, tears in her eyes - scared.

"Grayson! Please!" She takes my hands, and I stay, motionless. Sad. Depressed. Done.

I look at her.

"You're my last hope y/n"

"What do you mean" she says, her thumb wiping away my single tear from my cheek.

"I can't do this anymore - you're my last hope"

"You can do this. I know you can. You know you can. I won't let you sit here believing you're weak-"
" - i am"

"No.
You're not weak. You're hurting. Whether I'm you're last hope or not. You're getting through this".

i look up, not saying a word -

"We're getting through this."

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Bad srry.