Dolan Imagines ♛

•Depressed ~ E

AN:: [My cry for help]
Writing from how I feel
Alone,

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I sit, on my bed

Emotionless

Tears streaming down my face

Thats the only sign something is wrong

My eyes glued to the wall

The overwhelming feeling of low washing over my body

My boyfriend Ethan walks in

He rushes over,

Sitting by me, hand on my leg

I don't move.

Tears flow, my body sits rigid and almost lifeless

"Baby

What's wrong"

Ethan turns my head to look at me, and I just stare blankly at him

I can't do this

Anymore

"I'm sorry

For pushing you away.

I'm sorry

For letting you down

I'm in the worst place

I'm not trying to put my problems on you Ethan

I'm depressed

I'm blank

I'm so low and

I'm  drowning in

My own thoughts

I can't get my head above

The water which is my mind

Over thinking

Constantly

I'm alone

I have you

And I need you

But I'm alone."

He looks

Confused.

Pulling me into a hug

"Help me,

Ethan.

I can't

Breathe"

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