Black and White✔✖

Violent

I was laughed at today
I was laughed at for standing up for myself
I was looked at like a crazy person
All because I confronted someone
I was laughed at!
I was embarrassed!
For standing up for myself
All I could do was stand there
I wanted to punch them in the face
I wanted to break every bone in their body
I wanted to hurt them
I still do
When did I lose myself?
When did anger control me?
When did I become so violent?
They hurt me like all of the others, but this time
I was ready to make them bleed
I was ready to see them hurt just as I was
What has happened to me?
When did I become like this?
Why do I have millions of questions and still no answers?
I wanted to break their noses
Slap them until I left a bruise
Paint their skin in purple in blue from my violence
I wanted them to feel the pain I do
Yet all I could do was stand there
All I could do was act like I was okay
Like I couldn't tell that they were lying
To my face!
They looked at me like I was a mad person
Like they had no idea what I was talking about
And then they said it was funny how I stood up for myself
How I said something about the crap they spouted from their mouth!
I want to watch them suffer
I'm violent
I'm lost
I'm angry
I'm sad
I'm hurt
I'm pessimistic
I'm mad!
I'm just done

A/N
So this was a rant and a poem
I was actually laughed at by a girl today. I kept hearing all these things that she wants to say about me, but she lied to me and said she had no idea what I was talking about.

I hate people