I apologize that I never saw the signs of the hurt I may have caused you inside
From the moment we met the feeling we shared were butterflies but the feeling faded
Things were getting jaded lack of communication I always hated
but I guess I wasn't easy to talk to
And the feeling will always haunt you
You confided in me and in response I only hurt you
Blinded by my own rage I couldn't see what you were goin through
You told me you're were down and I'm so sorry I couldn't lift you
I wasn't texting you because I'm drunk I'm drunk because I miss you
I couldn't comfort you this time I couldn't hug and kiss you
Cause what you did no turning back but I promise I forgive you
Not saying what you did was right it kinda fucked me up you
But I took my feelings liquified them put them in my cup
Drink until I'm numb and then I text "hey are you up"
You respond a minute later asking what I want
I tell you that I miss you and you tell me go to bed
Thoughts of you constantly racing throughout my head
You were suicidal always wishing you were dead
When I found out I was always tryna give a helping hand
You got distant and I thought maybe she just need some time to plan
I sent a text a 5 you ain reply until 10
I'm thinking that you loved me so I text you like it's spam
And in the end I end up played because you had another man
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Some poetry
PoetryA series of emotions and poems only found in the far corner if my mind that make up a good majority of who i am and what I believe and how I feel ...read between the lines and under the punctuation 🧶 an anthology
