Note to self

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Note to self

Never fall in love again because that shit is pointless
and all your gonna end up is hurt and feel hopeless
because you had plans for you and them and you'll think well maybe I should hope less
tired of getting your hopes high off love it's a hell of a drug but a bad trip
bottomless pit of anxiety and stress and once your heart is broken you're dead
inside really it's a constant build up of frustration and confusion you smile but you want to break down and you cry
you look happy but don't know if you wanna be here sometimes is it worth it?
Not really
we all have our ups and downs it just that this one feels like rock bottom that's the thing with this drug called love it's an addictive physiological drug that plays on emotions and can get you high to where u can high five Jesus in heaven
but when your heart gets broken and you come down your sitting face to face with the devil with the person that you thought loved you standing behind him, love is temporary, love is harsh ,love hurts, and love is evil ....try spelling it backwards

Sincerely, evol

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