It finally dawned on me, that I am delayed in a few things normal people should already have in their 30s.
I am currently jobless, and skilless (officially, at least). I did have a few years of work experience, but that won't get me anywhere higher than I already achieved the last time I had actively worked.
So, this year, I am psyching up & readying myself to venture out around my town to find any available work, and around the middle of the year I can hopefully further my studies and get a Diploma in my name.
I did try to study before I worked. This happened around 12 years ago... But I failed two colleges because the certificates simply weren't my soul's expertise. Now that I've found a few local universities that offers my preferred course, I signed up right away.
I hope in three years I can finally use this knowledge that I've denied myself since 12 years ago, to finally grow into myself & showcase what I can do to contribute it to the society, as a whole.
That sounds great, but actually, I'm just talking about animation. Specifically the 2D & 3D animation industries. A.k.a. cartoons.
Anyway, this time I faced my family & maybe later the world, to open myself up & not hide in my own cave & my own protective shell anymore.
INFP-T type personality or not, I have to go out & look around, or I'll die in the gloomy cold alone.
I love you for reading this, whoever you are.
We should never feel alone.
Sometimes, when you read, it is your act of reaching out to the world, so you are definitely not alone.
& thank you for reading. Have a pleasant time, my dear Wattpaders :)
- Molly.
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My Heart's Blabbers
No FicciónNon-fiction, just some stuff I want to lay out in the open. They may be about me, or about stuff I experienced. May also include inspired, fancy sayings or short words I thought up in the spur of the moment, & real confessions that I'd never be able...
