So like...lil oblivious me was walking to the bathroom and was behind this other girl that was also going to the bathroom. She turned, presumedly because she heard footsteps, and when she saw me, she muttered "oh nah" and turned around and walked faster.
I went to a bathroom halfway across the school just to avoid a confrontation.
It made me remember that some people see me and are disgusted. Like i just realized some people hate my guts when all I did was exist, because i never talk to these people or about these people at ALL, but they hate the fact that im even here. And I realize that I dont have it as bad as some people who are actually physically bullied. But just hearing people say that is enough to make me feel like I'm not worth a grain of rice because I already have a bad image of myself.
I'm not really sure why I'm writing this because nobody cares but I just wanna say that if you've got high self esteem, don't ever let it get buried in a twenty foot hole and covered with all those layers of dirt such as self hatred and depressive thoughts. Because I also realized that everyone is worth more than they think. I just need to pick myself up again. I HOPE ALL THEM HOES THAT HATE ME KNOW I AINT GOIN NOWHERE.😈
🤠 ʏᴇᴇʜᴀᴡ ʙᴏɪs
ʟᴏᴠᴇ ʏᴏᴜʀsᴇʟғ
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