tjay
i was in the stu with nick and malik, i needed to drop some songs cause all i put out were snippets.
i got a whole lot on the way i just want the best one out first.
"nigga you got like 15 songs to put out but you over here being pussy as hell." malik said eating as usual.
"my first song out there, how am i being pussy? ion know which one to put out nigga. bitch i'm trying to be a successful rapper not some one hit wonder."
nick shook his head. "nigga if you know you can rap, we know you can rap, and 30 thousand other people know you can rap, why are you being a pussy ass bitch and not putting a song out? we already have so many snippets mother fuckers are gonna get bored of the snippets. they want a fucking song bruh, am i right or right?"
i sighed. "fine, imma put out brothers. and i'm not finna ask no instagram page to boost me, imma put this shit out myself and see how far i get." i got on instagram and posted the link to my soundcloud and youtube i logged out of instagram, snapchat, twitter, soundcloud allat.
maya
5 hours later
i was chilling on my bed scrolling through youtube and i saw tjay was on trending. bitch wtf, he dropped brothers and ain't tell me? that shit has half a million views.
i picked up my phone and facetimed him
me: "NIGGA WHEN WERE YOU GONNA TELL ME YOU DROPPED BROTHERS AND THAT ITS AT AS MANY VIEWS AS IT IS NOW?"
him: "first of all i don't know who THE FUCK YOU'RE YELLING AT LIKE THAT, and i just posted it and turned off my socials."
me: "better turn those shits back on cause you're at 500 THOUSAND MOTHER FUCKING VIEWSSSS
him: "shit fr? you cappin stop playin."
me: BITCH LOOK.
* i turned the camera to face my tv, then turned it back. *
him: OH SHITTTTTT, holy shit. bitch i'm t'd that shits crazyyy."
me: "IT IS CRAZY BITCH IMMA CRY! yo shit got 500 thousand views !! omg tjay i'm so happy for you, imma dance."
him: "please don't!"
* i set my phone down and blasted his song, hitting the woah and everything, i got better i've been practicing.*
him: "pause maya you can dance? HEY, HEY, YAH! ooh kill em, HEY YAH. SHITTT okay shordy i see you!"
me: "YOU ALREADY KNOW!!"
* i started crying bitch i was so happy. *
him: "is you crying shordy?"
me: "no nigga, i'm just drinking water from my eyes."
him: "come see me! we gone have a party, only me, you, malik, nick, fab, and modesty."
me: "aight bet, i love you."
* bitch i froze, i told this nigga i love him, my heart beating fast as shit, i better hang the fuck up because i am stupid. i haven't said that shit to his face since we were 13! *
him: "i love you too."
i hung up so fast and just stared at my phone, how am i supposed to go to this damn party if i told this nigga i love him, it's not like i can avoid him either there's only gonna be 6 people.
he said he loved me too? pause, i need to think this over because this mf said he loves me. did he mean it? maybe as friends cause like we have been friends for years. ugh why is this so complicated, nah i don't think he meant it. probably said cause i did, wow he doesn't even like me like that and i embarrassed myself in front of him. how am i gonna go to this party knowing i told a nigga i loved him if he don't love me back, i'll just tell him i was joking or some shit. aight i got this, he don't love me act like none even happened.
