maya cole💛
"nigga what do you want from me?" when i tell he he was throwing mad rocks at my window.
"i wanna talk to you!" he said dropping the other rocks in his hand.
"you're talking, no?" i said mimicking his voice from the day i found out.
"maya for real! please let me come in!"
"i can hear you loud and clear, no need to come in." i opened the window fully waiting for him to talk.
"i'm sorry!" he said.
"i am too." i mumbled.
"for what?"
"for letting you back into my life, nigga you know i've always been attached to you so when you left i had learned how to cope without you. then you came back, i let you in my life and this fucking shit happens. i'm over here fighting the urge not to tell you everything's okay, we were young allat bullshit but nah. i'm not finna let anybody walk over me cause it's just gonna continue happening."
"it's not finna happen again shordy."
"and how i know that? i tried to forgive modesty and where did that lead me? i was about to fucking forgive shawn for what he did to me! what he fucking did to me but y'all killed em. but i can't do this anymore, every time i forgive someone i get stabbed in the back."
"nah, cause when the shordy came to my house she said the baby mine! ion even remember doing nothing with her, she just pinned a baby on me so i can get trapped. i even asked for the dna test and she started going crazy! last time i talked to her was when i was about to leave texas."
i nodded my head, "so it was while you were in texas? oh."
"don't watch me like that! and don't go jumping into conclusions either cause i know that baby not mines." he said stepping closer.
"and what if it is? what if the baby is yours?"
"then i'll fight everyday to come back to you. and i won't stop until i get you! that's on everything."
"bye tjay."
"until we meet again, i love you mamas." he said leaving. i just shook my head closing my window.
one part of me wants to forgive him but the other part of me knows that i shouldn't. i shouldn't even be worried about the situation, i just want to graduate and move out of new york. this place my home forever, i just want to go to UCLA. it has a very good track & law program, i'm just trying to aim for a scholarship.
tjay merritt 🎼
"ion know if she finna believe me! i know that baby ain't mines, that bitch know it too." i was all up in my feelings because of the situation i'm in with maya.
"well how would she believe you? you cheated on her and you apparently got a baby so." malik said shrugging.
"nigga you supposed to help me! not tell me that shit."
"just get a dna test my nigga. but did you mess with the female?" nick asked.
"she won't let me! she over here talking bout 'how you don't believe me? this yo baby nigga!'. while i was on probation them niggas in my aunts hood invited me to a party or whatever. so we dated for some time." i said.
