"travaughn-jay mother fucking jackson if yo ass don't wake up now i swear to god if you die, i will bring you back to life and kill you myself." my mom said in between sobs.
she was losing her shit "drinking and driving son? that's what we do now?" she sniffled.
"just wake up baby. i miss you so much you don't understand, don't you leave me. don't you leave me."
i couldn't move, open my eyes or anything.
fuck.
i can't deal, i'm fucking paralyzed.
i can't hug anybody coming in here crying for me, can't reply back to my niggas when they ask me shit.
shit.
all this is bull shit; why can't i move?
why can't i tell them i'm awake, that i'm good.
bitch.
if this doctor can't fucking help me i swear bro.
listening to everybody crying over me is not okay, it hurts more than i thought it would.
worse than this damn accident.
maya
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liked by, ybnnahmir, malikgotfans, yrnfabiana, golden.mod and 1,356 others mxyx._: this is the most recent picture we have together which was taken 3 or 4 years ago. this is all my fault bro, i shouldn't have said the shit that i said, you wouldn't be in this situation right now😭 i love you more than you will ever know and that is why i was pushing you away. i regret that so much son, you don't understand. the love i have for you will always be unconditional no matter what happened in the past. recover soon 💛 i couldn't even say how i felt to you and this shit happens. i will always love you, now and forever. when you wake up, i'll show you. i've been crying non stop, it's been 2 months and i can't deal with life or anything. wake up soon i love you son💙 tagged: @liltjay
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