maya
it's been a week and they still won't tell us anything about malik, we don't know if he's alive or not. and this is worse than them telling us he's dead, it's just unknown right now. fabiana gets out in a couple a days and she said she's coming for modesty's head, she saw the fight on someone's snap. right now it was like pitch black outside around 8 o'clock and i was walking home from track. i just felt like walking home today, we had a meet at shawn's school. i tried avoiding him cause i just don't feel like talking to anyone who's not tjay, nick, malik, fabiana, my mom and their parents.
"maya!" someone yelled and i sped up my steps. i swear nobody can leave me alone. i heard their footsteps get closer so i started running. i turned into an ally i wish i hadn't went into, cause there was no way out of it.
"hey why you running?" it was shawn. i let out a breath. "sorry. i didn't know it was you."
"it's cool, why you haven't been texting me?"
"i thought i already told you?" this nigga is really creepy, he never stop blowing up my phone and he's bipolar as fuck.
"oh yeah! um i just want to chill with you." he said stepping closer to me. i backed up, "maybe another day? i really need to get home."
"i wanna chill right now." he said. i kept backing up until i hit the concrete wall behind me. "can i at least get home and change?"
"no! i wanna chill now!" he yelled making me flinch. he grabbed my arms so tight they started going red. "you're hurting me." i said trying to get out of his grip.
"i don't care anymore. you bitches be fucking with me, first you like a nigga then you start becoming dry! like what the fuck!"
"bitch? i'm not no bitch, so come correct." he slapped my face, leaving it stinging.
"you know what, the only way that'll keep you quite." he started unbuckling his pants choking me with his left hand.
i started slapping his hands kicking him, everything to make him stop. he was just too strong. "please, shawn. please stop." i
said tears forming in my eyes.
"SHUTUP!"
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he pulled his pants down ripping my shorts and panties. "please stop! please, i'll hang out with you, i'll do anything. just p-please don't do this."
"it's to late for that maya." he had an evil look on his eye. he gave me a sloppy kiss, i kept trying to move my head but he would just hit me pulling my face back to his.
all i could do was cry. he smashed himself in me, going at a fast pace. i couldn't feel anything, he continued to do what his was doing until he released inside of me. blood was dripping down my legs and i collapsed on the floor. "we're not done." he said. i could barley make out what was happening. he put his junk in my mouth pleasing himself. "you gone learn to listen to me instead of being a hard headed bitch." he spat. after he was done doing what he was doing he left me, in the ally blood everywhere in the cold.
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i put on my adidas pants that i had in my track bag wiping my tears.
headache😐❤️🤞🏾 would like to facetime you...
i answered it, "h-hey tjay."
