5 days later
tjay
my eyes fluttered open, nobody was in the room.
i yawned, aw shit.
feels good to stretch.
the nurse came inside right when i got up. "omg! you're awake!" she seemed so surprised.
was i not going to make it?
"y-" i started coughing,
a lot.
"you've been dehydrated so i wouldn't talk if i were you, let me get you some water."
how come her ass couldn't tell me that shit?
i took my phone and scrolled through instagram, i was tagged in bare shit but one post caught my eye.
maya posted about me? i chuckled, that picture was took the day she told me she was pregnant.
i read the caption. i still got so much love for HER she don't understand.
i care for her so much, she was the one who got me into this music shit.
i looked at the picture again.
i can't believe we didn't realize that shit, she definitely looked pregnant.
damn, that's what she was mad at me about.
the nurse came back with some water, i took it from her and started chugging that shit down.
feels good.
"i'm going to call your mother tell her you're awake."
"aigh."
25 minutes later.
"my baby! son are you okay? can you move? are you good?" she continued.
"yes ma."
she slapped the shit outta me.
"what was that for?"
"drinking and driving! plus your dumbass kept me waiting for months!"
months? i was in a coma for months?
shit i thought i only was in this bitch for a week of two.
maya
i opened a box that was under my bed, i didn't think i would have the guts to do this shit.
i opened the box, dust was all over it.
i was 14 years old and pregnant, i still can't believe that.
in the box was the ultra sound of the baby.
we ain't have the chance to choose a name.
baby clothes giving by our parents, and a lil rap tjay had wrote.
i didn't realize but tears were rolling down my eyes.
i smiled a little at the rap, it was so good.
i stole this one from him after he stormed out and never came back.
we went through pain together
can't switch, be the same forever
new piece, i can claim whatever
jewels dance, on my chains whenever
yeah i know where the bottom is
all i know is i gotta live......
there was more to it though, i think he had the other half of the page because it was ripped off.
he was so talented, i know he'll go somewhere. he already got some fans now.
fabiana and modesty stormed in my room and i quickly tried to put the box back but i failed.
"what is that?" fabiana asked.
i shrugged "it's nothing, what's up?"
"bitch don't play with me, wtf is that shit?" mod said coming so close to me.
i rolled my eyes "it's nothing like i said."
fabiana snatched the box from me.
"wtf are you doing!? don't touch my shit." i yelled now charging at her.
i snatched that shit away.
"you're pregnant? by who! why didn't you tell us.?" mod said getting mad.
fabiana threw the ultrasound at me.
the fuck? who she think she is.
"she was pregnant. pass tense."
why is she so mad?
"fuck you mean was? you aborted it?" mods nosey ass said.
"no bitch, whatever the fuck she did with it, it was when we were in the 8th grade." fabiana's tone put chills down my spine.
"stay out of my business." i said putting the box back where it should've been.
modesty laughed. "are you serious right now? were you ever going to tell us maya?"
i shook my head.
"i didn't want to think about it."
"we are your best friends though! who was the father?" fabiana said still mad.
"don't worry about that." my voice cracked.
not this crying again.
"DON'T WORRY? fuck you mean don't worry?" mod said.
i started getting irritated. "because! i don't feel comfortable speaking about it. i was 14 okay? i didn't want anyone to know. only the father of my child, and my parents. maybe after shit was good i would have but, obviously it didn't work out so fucking drop it."
fabiana mumbled. "but we're your best friends."
before i could go off on this bitch my mom opened my door.
"he's awake."
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do you think maya should've told her friends?
do you think fab and mod were overreacting?
what do you think will happen next?
