Dilemma Ft BTS & GOT7

Making Up To Scars

School ended as per-normal today just that today was the last day of school for Summer break. I had Mark sent me off to my bike before i get ready to go home. He buckled my helmet and give me a kiss on my cheek. It's as if we are couple just that we are not. YET. He wished me happy summer break and waved as i ride off. Well half of my heart wants to go home to Ella who doesn't remember and some of me just want to stay away from home. Just not now. I reached the lobby of my apartment and dragged me feet to the lift. At the service counter just beside the lift the assistance smiled as me "Happy Birthday Miss Lynna" She said she knew because of the years i've been staying here. So it became an annual thing. Well this dissapoint me even more because even the assistance remembers and my besfriend and brother doesn't remember. I entered the lift and wiped of the tears as i exit the lift walking even slower then ever towards my apartment door. From outside i heard laughter from inside and i got even angrier because i could hear Jin's and Suga's voice laughing out loud as if they are having fun. I glance to my phone hoping that i missed a call from them or a message. Then i remembered Suga's message saying that the boys couldn't make it for my birthday and there they are having fun without me. Such betrayal. From Ella and even Jin hyung. I turned the door knob but then released it. I turned away and walked off.....

The door opened and..... "I could sense my baby's arrival from inside. I knew it was you. Happy Birthday. I miss you" The guy hugged me and kissed my neck making me cringe. I pushed the stranger away and turn around. It was Jungkook. I frowned and my face gets red not because i was blushing but because i was angry. I smiled sarcastically "I'm sorry okay. I didn't mean to...." I shoot a death glare to Jungkook. "To what? Ditch me? Betray me? Having all the fun without me! On my birthday? No text. No message from you. What is this? Only Suga-hyung texted me saying you guys couldn't make it. It's my birthday Kookie. MY BIRTHDAY!" I pushed Jungkook away as he tried to hold me. I passed him and opened the door to my apartment. "Saeng-il chulkha hamnida! Happy Birthday Lynna!" All 7 of them shouted... I moved one step back and looked around the house. Looking at the decorated house that turned blue with the balloons and poppers. I moved another step back and Jungkook hugged me. I turned to him feeling guilty i cried on his chest. I tugged my arm together as Jungkook tighten the hug. I cried even more thinking of the harsh words i accused Jungkook for. "Mianhae... Mianhae kookie." I whimpered. He cares my hair then wiped the tears. He kissed my forehead and pushed me to our friends. Jin looked at crying me then asked me to blow the cakes that V and Suga baked. He took some of the frosting and smeared it on my face. "Moya! My efforts is to vain." V and Jungkook screamed as Jin spoiled the who decoration they spent time on the cake. Hands in his pocket Jin took out a mathching bracelet the same as his and tied it on my wrist. "This will remind you that till my last breath i'm always with you." He hugged me and kissed my forehead.

Suga walked to me with something at his back. "Mianhae sweetheart. Sorry that i made you cry. Look at these eyes they are still beautiful like before." He wiped of the tears and wipe my cheek. He kissed my cheek and took out his present behide him. It's a bear! Like ofcouse it's a teddy bear. A drawing pad kind of size. It looked a little like Suga somehow. He said when ever I feel sad or lonely i could hug him and 'He' will hug back. Then i walked alittle to see Ella standing there awkwardly. I started to burst into tears. And my legs was as wobbly like jelly. I walked my way to Ella. And she came closer seeing the struggle i overcome as i walked towards her. I hugged her and she hugged me tight. I admit i cried. But Ella cried even harder. I knew because i could feel my shoulders getting wet and hear Ella trying to breath. "Saranghae Lynna." Was all she said. I pulled away and looked at her. "Why is it that you are crying harder then i am. But i'm the one who got scolded by my bestfriend early birthday morning and got ignored by all my hyungs." I smiled and laugh as i walk up to Jin and hugged him. Jin explained on how hard he had convince Ella to just pretend for a little while that she was angry at you early morning and how they spent about an hour calming her after a heavy downpour(tears) because she was scared that you were hurt by what she said. J-hope who was standing aside while watching me cry made him cry too.... Well all he said was "I'm your angle. I'm you hope. I'm J-hope" And that already brighten the whole atmosphere.

We all settle down on the couch after cutting the cakes to listen to Jungkook song that he wrote just for me as a birthday gift. Every single word made me blush whether its a matter of facts or just those embrassing moments. But one lyrics just got stuck in my mind. Maybe the rythm. Or maybe just the meaning and love he had given to write it. "You fit me better then my favourite sweater." At the end of the song i could see that V was restless he stood up and walked to me. Looking down  to the floor and avoiding eye contact with me he gave me a card. "Sorry i couldn't get anything expensive." He said putting a hand out. I reached for the card then stood up to hug him. V's eyes widened then he smiled. He blushed alittle then sat back to his seat. I've never felt blessed as ever... I looked at the card and opened it. Inside was a small heart shape blue pendent and words that was clearly his handwriting. "My wish is you. Always."
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Yehet! Yay!!!! I'm actually feeling very happy now.... For no reason.. Just to inform that This is not going to end soon. So keep reading and i hope i made your day! -Lynna Ameliaa