Dilemma Ft BTS & GOT7

Spending Christmas Eve

I opened my eyes to see Jimin sitting beside me again. I glance at the clock on my wall and it shows 3 am in the morning. I could see the eyes bags under his eyes. This was my fifth time seeing Jimin beside me. I stared at him as he open his eye. "Hey Lynna. Getting better? You want to eat or anything?" He walk up to me and checked my place a hand on my head to check my temperature. He exits and return with a container of cold water and a cloth. He dipped it in and squeeze the water out. He ten place it on my forehead. Jimin looked at me as i stayed silent under his touch. He then walk out and about a few minutes later came in with a glass of water. "Here eat this. You'll get better soon." He help me sit up and feed me the pill. He slowly helped me with my drinking process then he leaves again. He came back in and smiled at me. "Thank you Jimin. Look go and get some rest. You need sleep too.." I manage to utter a few words of appreciation under my breaths as Jimin changed the bandage on my wrist. I really felt touched by Jimin's action. Seriously. This was his routine for the pass 4 days. When i wake up he will pass me the pills change the water and he will slowly make me fall asleep again. He just smiled at me saying nothing. "Go and get some sleep okay? Don't worry i'll be here." Jimin said giving me his widest smile. Slowly i smiled my way to sleep.

WEEKEND BEFORE CHRISTMAS
I got better after the treatment given by Doctor Jimin. No one knew why i "drew" a perfect master piece on my wrist apart from Ella and Jin. I was already in an Arcade now with the Bangtan Boy playing intense pokemon battle. Well don't judge. I love Pokemon okay. "PIKACHU! I choose you" V shouted over the loud music. We have been hear since 3pm to 7pm now. Not leaving this machine, we sent Suga and the others to buy us food. When we are having our dinner at about 8.30pm Jin asked if i wanted to spend christmas together with him but Rapmon wanted to spend it with me too. However, I decided to spent it with V because he insisted that i should have a day just for myself. I assured Jungkook that it would be just walking around and do some preparation. Jungkook nodded as if felt save and kissed me on my lips. Well you guys might think that i'm a playgirl or something but excuse me. Jungkook just confessed his love but he didn't propose... hahaha. This time no more pecks. Every kiss was tresure. I wonder why i actually wasted time with Mark. Well i hate him now. Not as in hate hate. But just hate. Ditching me just like that. What the hell.

On Christmas Eve, V and Jin surprised me at my appartment wearing a Colossal Titan mask. Holding in V hands was matching scarft for both of us. And well both of us are in blue. Maybe because thats the only colour i have in my wardrobe? Jin who came in gave Ella a giant bunny plush. "No fair none for me?" I pouted. Then V came to me andd hug me from behind. "But you have me..." V mumbled as he snuggled up my neck. All 4 of us laughed and drank hot cocoa. Since it was still early to go out, V and I decided to walk around the park holding hands and play around with the snow. He took a stick from the pavement and wrote on the snow both our names in a heart. He gave me a quick peck before we went back home to heat up our body. Around 9Pm, V and I left my appartment and went to eat street food from various vandors. Ella and Jin deceided to just stay home and cuddle together while watching Battle Royals together. I asked Jin if the other boys are okay and he said that all of them went for last minute shopping for gifts.

We spent the whole night together in each other's arms to share the warmth and make sure both of us won't freeze to death. When it was 12pm he confessed, "I like you", He said looking at me but i continue to face the front. And then he said "Just kidding..." I quickly look at V's face who really looked like he was kidding. I looked away alittle dissapointed. Then V grabbed my hand. "I don't like you. I Love You." And kissed my lips. It was magic, the way his lips connects to mine. I could feel my body feeling lighter like feathers. Somehow among all of the dizziness and the clinging to him like a lifeline, something inside me change. Just something that cannot be reversed. V deepens the kiss as he tilted his hair. It felt like first kiss all over again. This new feeling could be dwelled upon later, because for now, I was busy catching up with the rhythm both our heartbeat as if combined and to feel his breath come and go with mine. He pulled away and move all the hair that was blocking my face and looking deeply into my eyes he tells me how much i meant to him. "I never thought this could happen. Honestly. I never believed those stories of 'falling in love at first sight', but... you've changed that. When our eyes met, I already felt the sparks from a distance, and the thought of getting to know you made me happier than anything else ever could. All I'm trying to say is I love you."He then pulled me closer and cradled me into his chest. "Let's just stay like this for awhile before i sent you home." I nodded in agreement. Jin and V deceided to crash at my house because they are both to tired to move out. At least thats what they say. 

On Christmas afternoon i got dressed in my new blue dress and woke the rest up. We rushed to the BTS dorm where it was in a mess. I was excited so when i entered their dorm. I ran all around the house shouting. I woke Jimin up and made him bath. Him after bathing and puting on his Christmas clothes joined me in waking up Jungkook and the rest. I went to Jungkook and shook him. "Kookie wake up! Its christmas! WAKE UP!" I hit him with a pillow. He open his eyes and look at me. Then pulled me down and started tickling me... "V! V! Moya.. Help me..." I shouted for rescue and V rushed to me and Jungkook who was still tickling me. V pulled me up as i hid behind him. Jungkook ran around V who was like shielding me. "Kookie-ah... Go and bath you sleep stinks.." V pleaded jungkook to take a bath. Then he walked away. Mimicking V's voice "Kookie-ah.. You bery smelly..." Then Jungkook turn around and stamped his feet which made me run away... After everyone was wide awake it was Gift time!! We exchanged gifts and quickly unwrap it. It was really nice to feel like Family here. Everything was fine and went out smoothly until.......

It was 11:59pm and i had to kiss Jimin underneath the Mistletoe. Because we happen to be together under the Mistleteo so as a custom we had to. But i couldn't... I just couldn't. I never thought of Jimin being a thing. "Why can't you see? Are you that stupid? I'm the one who loves you! I'm the one who's been thaking care of you! Why can't you see, why can't you understand how much i love you?!"
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*speechless* -Lynna Ameliaa