Dilemma Ft BTS & GOT7

Stay Home Saturday

*Slams the door* "Lynna, are you okay? I'm sorry if i did anything wrong... Or maybe even made you fell uncomfortable about what happen just now. I just want you to know how i felt... I Love" I shot him a death-glare as he held my shoulder to stop me from walking... He pulled back his hands in fear. As if afraid of me. I loosen the tense on my face and look down. "It's nothing Bam. I need time.  Just go home Bambam." I exclaimed and walked away into the lift. Bambam just stood where i left him just now. Not saying a word the door closes. *Knock'knock'knock* The door open and Jimin pulled me in.. "Wow. Looks who's here?" I smiled and waves as the others smile at my presents. Jungkook walked up to me with a piece of cookie in his left hand he hugged me with his right. Swaying around he sniff my hair... "I love the smell of your hair... It always smells so good." I smiled and looked down. I hit him playfully at the chest as he snuggled deeper into my hair. I look up as he offered me the cookie. As he fed me, I saw V who sat across the room. Looking at us but when we made eye contact. On the couch. He had a pillow covering his face. Maybe avoiding me. Well it couldn't be that he didn't realize i came. 

Jin pulled me from Jungkook and brought me to his room. I told him that Ella couldn't make it because she was busy with her group project. Jin took out one of his shirts that really outgrow my small size. He gave me a Ella's shorts which she left at his house the other time. Wait what?! Why is Ella's short doing in this house. Have she been here before? But i kept quiet and change into the shirt and shorts. Well i didn't really mind changing in front of Jin since i was really. Really. REALLY close with him. When i was done, I look down at Jin's shirt and it was almost a dress for me. My shorts was covered by his shirt. I walk out with Jin and he asked me if i already had my dinner... I pat my tummy childishly which sent Jin to the kitchen to make food. Jungkook walk up to me and lifted the shirt alittle. I jumped up alittle by his action. "MOYA?!" I shouted. "No. No. Aigoo... You sooo cute. I was checking if you are wearing anything inside. Because we are going to play Twister!" He reasoned out for his action. He asked if Suga wanted to play along but he was just too lazy soo he is just going to stay out. J-hope and Jimin was helping Jin out in making Dinner. So Jungkook invited V along.

At first he didn't want to join us but after i begged him to play along. I went to him and pulled him from the couch. He lazily stood up and walk towards the Twister set up. The atmosphere was getting heavy. Suga who was sitting down suggested that we take a photo to keep as memory. People say "Take a picture. It(memory) last longer." suga said at the count of three that we pose for the photo. We posted for the photo but we end up falling ontop of each other. Only then Suga snapped the photo. It was really a good laugh when the picture came clear. After having our dinner, J-hope suggested that we play truth or dare or spin the bottle. Something like that... The first spin landed on Jimin and he picked Dare. All of us start thinking of a dare and suddenly. "I dare you to kiss Lynna." J-hope challenged. "What?! No Way! Not in a million years!" Jin, Jungkook and V jinx it. The then looked at each other and Jin continued. "Well since this is a dare. Do it. But not too long." Jungkook looked at Jin in disbelief while V choked on his water.

"Can I?" Jimin stammered. I stayed silent and he slowly moved his hands to the back of my neck pulling me closer. I could feel his lips trembling when it was planted on mine. We didn't go any further but he kissed me with feelings. I could feel it. But i don't know the feeling. He pulled away and sat back beside Suga. The other member who's jaws dropped made me blush and rush to the toilet. I look myself in the mirror and i just could not different shade the colour of my hair and the colour of my face. It's almost the same. I walked out of the toilet and saw V standing infront of the door. He went closer to me and wrap his arms around my waist. He looked at me as if asking me if Jimin's kiss was alright. I nodded as if signalling back that Jimin's kiss was good. V widened his eyes then smirked in a cheeky way and whispered, "Personally. I'm not going to lie. I think you deserve better. Let me show you." He lean in and lowered his lips on mine. I laughed and was about to retort but V was fast enough to turn me around. Now he was behind me. Just closer as ever. He pulled down the shirt alittle from my shoulder and planted kisses onto it... Then slowly he move his way up my neck where he was about to make a hickey but i pushed him away. Smiling at my respond he pulled me back in and kissed my lips this time. He sucked alittle on my bottom lips which send me shivering then we laughed it off. He was about to continue but out of the sudden he blew in my eyes and said "There. Now it should be better. I think i should go now?" He turned around and i saw Jungkook standing at the kitchen frame. Jungkook stared at V until he exited the kitchen.. I followed V from behind but Jungkook stopped me. He grip my hand tightly and lead me to the toilet, he lock the door behind us and pushed me to the wall... 

"I saw you kissed him, Lynna." He eyes started to get red and gets alittle watery. He lightly punch the wall just inches away from my face which make me cringe. "Why are you not looking at me and deny? Why are you not trying to argue with me?" Jungkook who seems to understand the situation he lifted my chin and then he kissed me harshly. His mouth was hard on mine, unyielding. But all i could do was stay frozen in his grasp. He wanted it to be real but i just couldn't join in the fantasy. He wrapped both his arms around me, hoping that with time i would come around and feel the same way. It's not like I've never wanted to kiss him. Well he was the first person i would give me first kiss but he was late.... My heart was hammering it hurts how i actually think i betrayed him. He deepens his kiss but i wasn't buying it, all i could think of was the moments where i felt i actually betrayed him. The times when i kissed V and all... "I love you lynna. Why can't you see..." He pulled back and mumbled between tears, anger and ego. He shifted his hands to my hair and caress it slowly. He wipes of the tears while i shuddered my words. "I... I love you too Jungkook..." and this time im the one to lean in for the kiss. What was i doing? I'm just confused... I was still crying in between our kisses and we soon came to a stop. When we parted  my lips were swollen and i could taste a very thick liquor. It's blood. Maybe Jungkook accidentally bit on it. "Your lips bleeding... Let me take ice for you." He rushed out the toilet and to the freezer. I sat on the kitchen counter then Jungkook came with the ice. 

I smiled at him and assured him i was alright. But smacked him on his head. Well he do deserve it. We walk out the kitchen and join the rest in the hall. V looked at me worriedly as i came out with the ice. "What took you guys soo long?" V whispered when i sat beside him. Jungkook sat down on the floor infront of me as i sit on the couch. Beside me is V and Suga. We are watching some sad movie together all night.. In between the movies V held my hand tightly and when i looked at him. His face was sad and full of sympathy. He mouth so that no one could hear us with the dark night and room surrounding us. "I'm sorry..." I could see a tear sliding down his cheek. I moved my hands to his cheek and wiped it off.. "Don't cry..." My hand still on his cheek he joined hands with me... During the whole movie he held my hands tightly.. At the end of the movie everyone was soo in no mood for anything else. After the tearful movie. Jungkook who was already asleep at my legs made Jimin gets shivers. He took his bolster and smashed it to Jungkook's face. Jungkook woke up and took my pillow away and started hitting Jimin back. The rest of us was still in no mood so how they bright up the situation. Jimin went to me and hit me from the back... And that was the start of the pillow fight. At first when Jimin hits Suga he just lazily moved out of the way but when Jimin hits me. The whole group of guys stood up and took all sort of pillows and hits Jimin. I'm the boss! hehehe. Our energy was drained of so we decieded to do something simple like playing video games with Jimin, V and Suga. I couldn't spent it with Jungkook because he was already asleep on my lap. So i couldn't move. I sat there and played the video game. Well im not usually a gamer but today i kept winning! YEHET! V was getting bored because he never loses to anyone so he challenged me to play DDR with him. 

At first i didn't want to play. For two reason. The first is because Jungkook is sleeping at my lap so i couldn't move and it's not fair because he is already a dancer. And well im ME. The V layed out his strategies and said that it would work. Jimin will replace Lynna so Jungkook will sleeps on his laps while Lynna dances. They said that i will look just fine.. "You're just not up to my standard Lynna. You're lame.." V shoot bullets. "Owh really... Well i could eat a bowl of alphabet soup and crap out a smarter comback then what you have just said..." I stood up. "It's a challenge then..." After he dance to Don't Tease Me-SPEED he looked at me and invited me up. I said that i was new to this so Jimin was the one who picked the song for me. And the on Miniskirt-AOA. It was embrassing but when i dance i was dancing infront of V. His eyes was wide open and they tend to drool. When i was done... I turn around to look at them who was looking at me without blinking. "What..? Was i okay?" They nodded, mouth still wide open. We prepared the pillows properly all around Jungkook because he was already asleep. J-hope and Jin wanted to sleep beside me but i ended up sleeping beside Jungkook... V wanted to sleep on my other side but so those Jimin. So they did scissors paper stone and Jimin gets to sleep beside me.... I signaled V to just sleep on the other side but he was sulking away that he slept on the couch. I was too tired to bother that i continue sleeping closing my eyes and appreciating the warmth from Jungkook.

*Yawns*.... The lights shown through the curtains that wasn't drawn properly. I looked at the clock and it was already 9 am in the morning. There was someone who was hugging me.. Expecting it was jungkook i turn to see that i was cuddling with V. He was smiling in his sleep... "Hey.. I love you..." he mumbled in his sleep....
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Cheesecakes im done for today.... Bye don't forget to vote. Saranhae.. ~Lynna Ameliaa