Dilemma Ft BTS & GOT7

Meaningful Message

Everyone was enjoying themselves. Everyone was occupied. So i deciede to make my escape. I do need a time for myself. I slid through by the crowd who was watching tv and went for the door. Last glance inside the house before closing the door. "Family. Treasure this." My heart vowed as i shut the door close. I pulled up my hoodie and took the lift down. *RING'RING'RING* I glance at my phone and it was mom. 

"Lyn.. It's your mom here. You're doing well aren't you? I'm really sorry i couldn't spent this special day with you. Mom couldn't hug you tightly today and wish you 'Happy Birthday' on you 18th Birthday. I know how much you want to be with me and your dad here now. Me and your dad are very thankful to have such beautiful daughter like you. Happy Birthday again my dear. We'll be praying that good result will come in return of your sacrifice. Also for everything else. I hope for you to be in good health. I hope you do well in future and once again dear. Happy Birthday. My beautiful daughter. I Love You." 

Through the other end of the call i could hear mom shuddering with tears. I couldn't help but cry too... Covering my face with my long sleeves i entred the park and sat on a bench. Still on phone with my family i heard my dad's voice... Me as a dad's child who have always been looking up to when i have problems. Listening to his voice makes me cry even more and makes me realise how much i've missed him. 

"Hey princess. It's you dad and brother here. Please take good care of yourself. Though i'm not beside you physically. I hope through this call, It gives you hope and strengths. I hope over there Ella is taking good care of you. My baby girl... Happy Birthday  to you. Always stay happy and healthy. All the best in your life okay. Pass with flying colours and come back safetly okay... Good luck. // Yo shortie! Hey.. Stop crying you look even uglier! Please don't cry. No matter what you have to stay strong. Be strong. Don't cry because they know you lost. Never lose in anything! If you need anything just send me an email. No matter what happen. I know i've never told you this but. I love you fattie..."

Those words even though its harsh they still made me laugh. Holding tighter to my hoodie i wiped my tears and smiled. I replied them saying that everyone around me is very caring and i even told them that i've been reunited with Jin and Jr. The reaction that i could guess by their tone of voice is that they sound alittle calm and relaxed. They said their last goodbyes and they hung up. Still crying i looked up at the sky. Calm and beautiful. Thats how i describe it. A shooting star flew pass. "Are you not going to wish to that?" A voice that sounded familiar asked. I turned my head around to find Suga leaning to a tree nearby. "Do you believe in it?" I looked at Suga who walked towards the bench and sat beside me... "Hmmm... I don't know. But let's give it a try." Suga closed our eyes with his hands and we stayed silent for a minute. Both of us open our eyes slowly. "You know a girl like you is not good to cry alone in a park like this? It's dangerous." Suga scolded me. I smiled at him in an innocent way. I asked him how long he have been following me but he replied me with a question. "Do you usually walk at night alone?" He looked at me again. I nodded then looked at him. He turn to face the front and warned me if i want to have a night walk. I'll have to give him a call so he could accompany me.

He made me promise to that. He stood up and pulled me to the pavement. We walked home because he manage to convince me about how i shouldn't be out at this time and that i needed extra rest for tomorrow's special day out. We opened the door slowly to check on the other. Well everyone still seemed to be focused. So Suga and i sneaked in and sat back next to the couch. Looking over towards the couch i saw Ella and Jin cuddled up next to each other. I slithered my way in between them and sat down. I pushed Ella alittle more to the side so that i could sit comfortably. Suga who shook his head took popcorn from the counter and sat at my legs...

The night went on quick. And soon it was time for the Bangtan to go home. We bid our farewells and hugged each other. Jin gave Ella a quick peck and pretend as if nothing happened. I pretend as if nothing happen either. ONLY FOR NOW. Jungkook was last to leave. He went up to me hug me and rest his head on my head just because he was taller. He swayed us swiftly and slowly then let me go. He kissed my cheek and left for the day...

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Funfact! I was crying when i wrote the phone call conversation....... I really miss my parents... I wamt to hug them now! Really just really.... Still crying. I hope this puts emotion in my stories and make you realise how meaningful is our parents love! Okay... byee... -Lynna Ameliaa