Dilemma Ft BTS & GOT7

I Can't

Wearing a simple tattered jeans and blue sleeveless shirt that says "Baby Girl". I tied my some of my hair to a side ponytail and let the rest down. I pick up my small blue backpack and took the texi to the Beach. Well I could ride but later today I'm going to have Sleepover at Jin's sooo... Yea. When i reached i texted Bambam asking him where he was and he said he'll be there in 5 because he bought some snacks for us to last a day. Once he arrived, he said "It feels beautiful being out! I'm soo happy to be with you." I looked at him but looked away to avoid eye contact. Sitting down on the sands we talked about his detention the other time and actually tried to recall how we meet. We were having fun that we didn't notice how close we aready are. Then he accidentaly placed his hands on mine. Again i looked at him who was facing the front then turned around when he looked at me.

Suddenly he stood up and pretended to be a drill sergeant varking out orders.. Other visitors around us was looking at him as i embarassedly smiled and excused Bambam... I stood up and walked away pretend not to know him. "Bam.. If you are not going to stop. I'm not going to go out with you again.. Stop making a fool out of yourself.." I walked away from him.. He chase me and walked by my side.. "What if i throw you into the water?" I quickly looked at him as he carry me bridal style and threw me into the sea. I stood from the water and pulled Bambam with me to the water... We spent a good half an hour pulling each other into the water without thinking about anything else. At that very point i felt like i had no problem. It's like im free. But this only happened when im around Bambam. I stood up and my hair was covering my face. Bambam walked up to me and shifted the hair aside. He looked at me in the eye and slowly and hesitantly moved his face closer and closer.

He looked at me in the eyes then to my lips... Then he moved his body inch by inch closer to mine. He held my cheek as both of us tilted our head. Now we cold both feel the heat and alittle coldness in our breath because we are only inches away. He moved in for the kissed. But i change the direction of my head and moved a little to the back to leave a space in between us. Both of us look down to the waves that crashes with our legs.. Both of us kept quiet. Well this is awkward. "Im sorry. I just couldn't. Ermm.. I think im freezing. And i din't bring any extra clothes.." Bambam then looked up at me and stare. Why was he staring. I looked down to my shirt and saw that my bra was visible. Because my shirt is thin. I covered my chest and shoot him a death glare. He tooked off his t-shirt and put it over me so the other guys who was at our surrounding would stop staring. He covered me up and put his arms around me we walk back to Jr's car he borrowed.

He told me to take out his shirt as he give me a jacket because he too has to change and he only brought extra shirt for him. So he gave me his jacket. To warm up the body he brought me to a smoothie shop and he bought one so we could share it. Then we built some elaborate castle kingdom that he said would be ours on day when we have mini Bambam and Lynna. I looked at him and pushes his head. We both just laugh it off but i knew he wasn't joking about it. At about 6.40. My energy was already drained and i had no ability to walk. Bambam pulled me to my standing position. Hand in hand we walked along the beack near the water.. By then all my shirts are dried. We stop at our spot and sat down... At the end of the day he saud "Even the sunset isn't as beautiful as you are." He said as he pulled my chin so i would be facing him.

His trying it again.. He looked me in the eyes and then to my lips... "Try..." He whispered at my ear. He then pulled back and made his way to my lips.. I stayed still await his kiss... I could feel him moving closer to me and heat from his mouth could be felt at my lips which sents shivers down my spine. He was coming nearer when...

:.......No one is going to make you feel good like i do", "I could sense my baby's arrival from inside.", the kisses on my neck and the kisses on my hair. Things that Jungkook did to me all this while... Being around me when i needed him. Treating me like no one ever does. Then time when we cuddled and those times when his kisses was a peck but meaningful. The way he treated me like a princess during our visit to Lotte World. He never leaves me and he never will....

The cake V baked for my birthday and how he gets jealouse over me spending time with the other members. The time when we played pillow fight is the way he would wake someone up. The dissapointed look in V's face when i went through the 'Tunnel Of Love' with Jungkook. How would he be if he found out i kissed somebody else. The tiny kisses he planted on my burnt. And the late night passionate kiss outside my doorstep.

"I can't. Im sorry. I just can't. Please. Please just sent me home now. To Rapmon's house please." I stood up and walked to the car. I fasten the seat belt kept quiet. The door to the driver seat then open and Bambam came in. He starts the engine and drove off from the beach. The whole journey was awkward and silent. I kept to myself and Bambam seems uneasy. "Lynna. I'm sorry. Really. I uh just..." I shut my eyes and face the window pretending i was asleep. But we both knew i was lying.. So the journey remain silent.........

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Will update more tomorrow or sat. Because i can't continue now i have dance tomorrow. Hey readers... I really need you guys to vote.... And uh REALLy. REALLY.. REALLY. Comment on who you guys want Lynna to end up with. The option are either, Mark, Bambam, Jungkook or V.... Please guess comment because i need to plan for the ending already.. Thanks guys.. Saranghae.... ~Lynna Ameliaa