Dilemma Ft BTS & GOT7

Leaving

I shivered as Jimin raised his voice at me... He grab both my shoulders and slowly shook me. I was scared and started to tear up. I looked at Jimin as we stared onto each others eyes and i felt my eyes teared up. "Why are you crying Lynna? I'm the one who is suffering. Not you." He rushed his lips to mine and kissed me harsly. I pushed him away and looked at Jimin piercing him a very sharp look. "What are you trying to do?!" V rushed his way to me and enfold me in his arm. Jimin who looked at us. He stomp his way to the lift and soon he was gone from our sight. V continued to hug me and look down at me. Only then the other members exit the lift and walk to me. "Is everything alright? Jimin ran away from the van so i thought something was going on so we deceided to check it out." Jin walk to me and look at V. The door opened and Ella came out. "Wait i came out from the toilet and uh... What's going on?" She pulled me and wipe of the tears...

Everyone left, leaving me alone with Ella. She tucked me in bed and stayed beside me.

Lynna: Ella. What am i suppose to do? I'm so confused... I've been hurt like almost everytime i followed my heart so i'm really afraid now. Maybe this is just because i've hurt so much people. I feel really bad. Because of me alot of people have been hurt. Things that happen to Bambam and Jimin. I feel so burdensome. I'm just so mean.

Ella: Owh come on babe. You should be happy. You're hotstuff girl! 

I slammed a pillow to her head... She fall out laughing and it was as horrible as ever that i eventually laughed out. We wrestled a little on the bed and end up hugging each other. 

Ella: Haiss babe. This is just part of life. You just have to make really best decision. It's for the best sometimes... Just talked it out to one of them and im sure they would understan. Maybe you could list down the good of bad of them then maybe it's easier for you to choose. Wait let me take out a paper.

I wrote down the negative points and return the paper to Ella.

Ella: Okay let's see..... Jungkook. He always wants to win. He sometimes is just to serious. His a heavy sleeper. His room is messy. Okay i think thats enough. Lets see... V... Him... He is too loud. His a different species. His not....... Kookie. 

She looked at me and smiled... I stared to the scarft V gave me and hugged it. I could smell his scent. It was as if V was there. Hugging me. "You love V Lynn..... You love him.. You need time. Just time... You might think you love jungkook but no." Ella chuckled. I look up at her and nodded. I then closed my eyes and we both fell asleep.

JUNGKOOK'S POV 
I played with my phone while sitting ontop of my bed. V really loves Lynna. I could see it in his eyes. Hyung love her. More than anything. I've never seen him so happy. And i've never seen him hurting her at all.. He seemed to make her smile more then me. I've hurt her before. She just doesn't belong with me at all. She's too good for me. *the door screeched open* "Not asleep yet Kookie?" Jin hyung walked in and sat beside me. I shook my head and looked at him. He asked if i was alright ruffled my hair. I told him about the situation my facing and how Lynna meant to me. "Sometimes i glance at her, and the next thing i know a whole hour has passed. She's special to me and there's something about her that makes me go crazy" I even told him about V hyung who's in love with Lynna. I didn't know what to do. "The mistake i regret the most was the last time I made her choose. She got hit. It's not that i'm asking you to give up. Well someone has to... I don't want you to reget all your life for this. Just think about it okay..." Jin hyung said while closing the door to my room... I looked at her beautiful photo in my phone as i set it to my wallpaper. I shut my eyes and made a phone call.... "I need a.........."

The Next Day
"Can you meet me at the park today? The one near your house... I have something important to say.. Please come..... I miss you ~Jungkook"

I texted Lynna asking her to meet me today. Like now. Well it's better. I already informed Jin and the rest about it. I'm leaving for America today. Los Angles... My phone beeped and its a message from Lynna.

"Hey kookie.. What like now? Owh wow. Yea sure meet you soon. Bye... ~Princess Baby"

Just look at this fragile baby... Being soo cheerful and not caring about the future... As if the future is not her concern at all... So carefree. What's going to happen later... I walk into the park and saw her standing there... She's so beautiful... She looked at me jumping around like kids. This innocent face that will soon be crying. Im hurting her now but it's just better then hurting her later in life. V could take care of her. Hyung please fix the pieces i've broken. "Hey kookie... What's up? You look sad. Is everything okay?" I didn't dare to look at her. I couldn't bare.

Jungkook: I have to leave Korea. You just don't belong with me Lynna. You know you love him. More than me Lynna. You know it deep down.

Lynna: I belong with you. I'm coming with you. To anywhere. If this is about Jimin or V. I'll forget them. Be it that way.

Jungkook: Lynna....... I DON'T WANT YOU TO COME. Don't forget V hyung. You know it yourself.. You love him. Even more then me. I couldn't give you the happiness he gives you. Just promise me something? Don't do anything reckless. For Jin's sake. Is that just to much to ask?

I could see Lynna cringe alittle. She took a step back and covered her face with her hands. My heart shatters into pieces seeing her cry. There i go again...

Jungkook: Look. I'm already making you cry again. This is the last time you'll ever see me. I won't come back. You are just not good enough for me.  I'm sorry i let this go on for so long. Goodbye. 

I walk up to her and kissed her forehead. I squeeze my eyes a little to release the tense im feeling. She stood still but was already sobbing. Lynna you know just how much i love you. I love you until my last breath. I vowed to myself and let go of her. I smelled her hair just once more but a very long sniff. I turned around and walked away to a cab that was waiting for me. "After all this while... You're living me alone? After giving me hope and encouragement. Your leaving me. Jungkook! JUNGKOOK." Her voice fadded but i didn't stop walking. I took out my phone and looked at her photo once more.

"V hyung. All the best to you. As you know, Lynna is the soul of my life. I hope you'll care for her as much as you care for your own life. May we meet again hyung. -Jungkook"
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Still speechless... -Lynna Ameliaa