Dilemma Ft BTS & GOT7

She's Back

"She's back. She's back." That was all i hear since i reach school. Jin came to drop me off at the front gate. He gave me my bag and ruffled my hair. I walk in and went to my locker at the side stood some girls. Well they must be gossiping. "Do you know that she came back here? Grace... Mark's ex girlfriend. She came back from UK after you know. Well until now he doesn't know the reason. He must be the happiest living thing on earth today. Because she's in this school..." I slammed my locker which made them jump aliitle. Also letting them know i heard everything. I walk off rushing to my class. I peaked inside to see not a single Got7 members was inside. I sat on my chair and took out my phone... I plucked in my earpiece and listen to "Let Me Know-BTS"... I don't know. I just felt like it. Then loud noises was heard at the corridors. It sounded like JR and the rest... Came at the door was the boys but along with them stood a girl. Very elegant , very sweet but has the rebel kind of outfit. The boys walked pass me and there i saw Mark walking side by side with that girl. I stood up when JR pulled me to a loving clasp from the back. "Grace this is Lynna, my sweet and lovely sister. And Lynna this is Grace." I put out a hand and both of us exchange greetings. Well she's kind. I wonder why she left Mark. Well you know, Mark's nice and hot. She's outgoing and pretty. Ouch. There was a sharp pain on my heart. I sat down to my seat and for half a day i was ignored. Well yea maybe because she's new or something. But something wasn't complete. Where's Bambam?

"Yo dude. You free? Please help me escape from here. I just don't feel like studying anymore. Maybe we could get coffee before we visit the dance studio? ~Lynna"

I shut my phone and placed it to side of my book. I look to the front where the teacher was teaching and tried to focus. Then my phone beeped. I forgot to silent it. "Miss Lynna, your phone's ringing. It's either you off it or you place it on my table. I shyly looked up at Mr Lee who stood at the front of the class looking at me. Well usually when this happens, JR or Mark will cover me up but this time... I shook my head, "And the group at the back don't make me throw you out of the class..." Then Jr and the rest went silent for a little while. I peeped under the table to check the message.

"Yes of course princess. Your wish is my command. Well anyway class is getting boring too here. So yea sounds cool. Be there soon. Meet me at the back gate. I'll be there. And uh.. Your bike? ~Baby Giant"

I was still making up my mind if i should really go or not. "Okay thats it Mr Park and company... You guys please stand outside and stop disturbing my lesson." All the boys and Grace stood up and laugh their way out. The pain strucked me again. I remembered the times when Grace was me. Ella and I always the trouble makers in class along with the boys. But now they are totally ignoring me. I look to my right to look at the empty seat. If Bambam was here. Is he going to ignore me too? I look to my left and threw a piece of paper on Ella's table. I informed her that i would be gone for the day and to cover me up. I also told her not to wait for me because i might be late. I stood up and picked up my bag. I sneaked through the back door so that i wouldn't be seen. And there i say Mark and Grace laughing at something that seemed funny. In an instant raindrops from my eyes it formed. I walked pass them but no one seemed to notice. I went to back gate where i saw Yugyeom already onto of my bike. "Where you got those?" I pointed to my bike. "Well. Stole it." He replied sarcastically. We went on our bike and stopped at Starbucks. We sat for awhile then he asked me what was wrong. I told him everything. "I think you love him Lynna. No kidding. You sound in love." He looked at me full of curiosity. I shook my head in denial as we walk out of Starbucks. "Couldn't be." I mumbled to myself after buckling my helmet. We rode to our next destination which is the dance studio. Well FUNFACT. I dance whenever i have problem. And this giant here always there to be with me how Suga does too...

 After jamming to alot of different songs we drop dead. My head on his stomach. "Yuggie. What's Grace to the group tha even JR ignored me just now?" I sat up straight and look at him. "Well. Grace is like you. You are loved and very close to all the Bangtan. So does Grace but she's closer to us. Just that you are a sister and she's and ex girlfriend of one of the members. Lynna are you in love with him? Because you are getting jealous." I deny again. "Then why are you blushing?" He poked my cheek. "No i wasn't." Then Yugyeom suddenly gave me a peck on my lips. I looked at him surprisingly. "What do you feel?" He asked me. "WHAT YOU MEAN WHAT DO I FEEL? You just kissed me." I screamed. "What i mean is.. do you feel wierd. You know like butterflies?" He explained that i didn't feel anything because i didn't love him. So does that mean i love Mark? We picked up our bag and Yugyeom sent me home. "Tell him tomorrow that you love him Lynna. Before you know." He winked before he rode off.

NEXT DAY-------
Today is Friday. Every Friday routine for me is that i accompany Mark to the Gym before school starts. I rushed my way to the gym. All nervous and excited at the same time. I decide that i should just confess to Mark. I open the door to the Gym and at the corner of the room was Mark and Grace kissing each other. "Mark........." From a shout it became a whisper then soon no sound came out... I covered my eyes with my palm and said sorry. Tears started to fall like rain down my chin. I ran onto Ella and said that i was going home. Behind me was Mark and Grace. Ella stopped Mark and asked him what was wrong. Mark explained while Grace ran after me. Ella covered her mouth with her hands in disbelief. "Lynna. Lynna stop!" Grace held my hands. I turned around and look at her. She let go of my hand and said sorry. "You're lucky Grace. You nice. Please take care of Mark properly. Don't worry about me. All i need is time." That was my last words to her before i rode off. There was alot of calls from Mark but i just ignore. I went to my room and locked the door. At this point of time all i could remember was the picture of them kissing. Disappointment, Mark and no one else. Not even remembering Jungkook or even V.

Sitting across the room at my dressing mirror was as if calling me. A silver metal that seemed innocent was dancing infront of me as if hypnotizing me to pick it up. Looking at it i picked it up and sat on my bed. I already promised Ella that i wouldn't do it again. I put it back down and walked away. But then I took the blade and was at the verge of doing it. I made one line on my wrist not too deep. It wasn't painful. My heart hurts more. It wasn't deep but the blood was already ozzing out. I was about to make the second line when Ella knocked on the door. She demanded me to unlock the door. But i couldn't. Just no. "Go Away!" was all i  replied her. Ella was now crying begging me to open the door. I couldn't affort to make her cry but just as if i was glued on the bed. I couldn't move. The tip of the blade already on my wrist i made a few more lines. Looking at the blood rushing out like ink i cried even harder. The picture was still fleshing. I was running out of energy. But temptations on drawing just a few more lines on my wrist kept me awake. I knew that once i did a last line i would maybe run out of energy. Maybe thats what i wanted to do.

"Lynna. Please open the door. It me hyung. I already made a promise that i would never let anyone hurt you. We'll face this together how we promised. Come on Lynna open the door. SOMEBODY GET THE KEYS TO THIS DOOR ALREADY!" Jin shouted for someone to help Ella in search of the keys. Maybe Ella called him. "Hyung.............. Help me..." My voice faded and my vision started to blur out.. Then i heard banging on the door. It was Jungkook. He was using his body to bang against the door to break it open. "Lynna... Open the door!" I could hear him. He was trembling in his words. He was shivering... The the bang was louder and i could hear V. "1! 2! 3!" With both their strength, the door broke open and Jimin ran in first. My eyes was fading. "Hyung....." I cried out but no voice seem to escape my mouth. "Stay with me Lynna. Don't sleep. Stay with me..." Jimin shuttered his words as he took out his shirt to apply pressure on the cuts. The tore the shirt into two and tied one just above the cuts to stop blood and the other one to apply pressure. "She's burning. I think she's having fever. Get a panadol or something. Quick." I was pale. Pale enough to die pretty soon.....
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Owh come on... Was this too extreme? Well... I spent like 5 days or so planning for this? Credits to: @wildheartx_ for the story plot. But babe i only use alittle. I changed alot so yea.. Hahaha.. Ella tell me how it is. Is it better then the plot we plan or not... Experience... Kk... Bye. Please comment if this is good or maybe nah... Don't forget to vote... Saranghae... Thanks.. -Lynna Ameliaa