twenty
dear depression
i don't think it's fair how you entered my life at a young age,
making me believe i wasn't like the other kids
and that everything was my fault.
i don't think it's fair that you came into my life and i didn't understand what was wrong with me,
i don't think it's fair that you made me believe i couldn't talk to anybody,
i don't think it's fair how you forced me to keep it all in,
my friends,
my family,
my teachers,
the world,
i don't think it's fair how you made me keep it all in for so long,until i fell apart and didn't know what to do.
i don't think it's fair how you made me push away all my friends
i don't think it's fair how you introduced anxiety and panic attacks
i don't think it's fair how i laid in my room
in the dark
at night
all alone
dealing with my thoughts
i don't think it's fair you took everything from me,
my social life,
my friends,
my sanity,
my sleep,
my family,
my grades,
you took it all away from me!
i don't think it's fair how you took away my happy days and replaced then with sad depressing days,
i don't think it's fair how you let me sleepwalk on an ocean of happiness i couldn't baptize myself in.
i don't think it's fair how you've introduced insomnia
so my nights will not only be filled with my dark thoughts,
but the shuffling
the tossing and turning
i don't think it's fair how you've trapped me inside my own head
and i don't think it's fair how you'll never leave
not my best writing but i needed to update lol i hope you enjoy i cant believe people are actually reading this book thank you all lots of love-I xoxoxo
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r e d e m p t i o n
Poetryredemption /rɪˈdɛm(p)ʃ(ə)n noun the action of saving or being saved from sin, error, or evil.
