If you could read my mind you'd be in tears. It's good that you don't know what's going on in my head. Trust me. You don't want to know.
My thoughts are so dark that you wouldn't be able to take it. Sometimes even I can't deal with my own mind. That's the reason why you won't be able to see me without my headphones most of the time. Because only loud music can make my thoughts bearable. The music makes my thoughts to shut down so I don't have to think at all and I can get lost in it.
So please don't ask me what I am thinking about, I will destroy you
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