Collection of My Mini Works

Reason

Looking back at the past,

I haven't seen it in so long,

I've been trying to figure out. . .

Where did we go wrong.? 

Its been driving me crazy.

Tell me, What had I done?

Because Depression attacked me,

then later it won. 

Long sleeves cover the scars from the fight,

cut hair and bangs hid my face.

I guess they were right,

how I'm such a disgrace.

Dark clothes seemed to love me,

they're there where ever I go.

I'm never smiling, you'll never know.

you never asked, so I never showed.

Though my world seemed to tumble,

my mind just felt at ease,

the floors seemed to crumble.

I felt my heart freeze.

I looked in the mirror, 

your voice echoed in my ear,

I called out to you,

shaken with fear.

cries and laughter,

the loneliness and pain,

all seemed fall on me,

as if drops of rain.

The rain turned to storms,

as a flash of your face appeared in the mist,

you were angry with me,

you were shaking your fist,

Then it all began to vanish, 

leaving one memory playing,

you were walking away,

I couldnt hear what you were saying,

you ripped my heart out,

It felt so cold and dead.

And that was the reason,

I now lie here in bed,

my mother is screaming,

shes crying out why.

She doesn't understand, 

I lost my reason for living,

I had to die.