"so when do you plan on confessing?"
"probably tomorrow." renjun chuckled.
"seriously the day after yo-"
"yeah..i just wanted to let her know before i go." he smiled.
-
"kim y/n, this is the 5th time you've been late. please be earlier next time before you get a detention slip." yet again, another boring day of school. it's always about me being late to school, plus i was only 5 minutes late?? bullshit. i walk to my seat and took out my book, sighing.
"y/nnnnnn~"
"what?"
that was my best friend, renjun. we've been close ever since we were children.
"do you wanna go to starbucks after?"
"are you paying? because im not"
"it's on me." he winked
"oh shut up." i said, rolling my eyes. geez he's so playful yet so soft. oh man, here comes the love train. im practically inlove with this boy. he's too powerful but he's health gets me worried sick.
"hello??? kim y/n???"
"huh? w-what?"
"class is dismissed, its recess."
i just stared at his face, admiring him.
"what? am i too pretty for you?"
"oh shut the fuck up renjun." i said, stunned by his words. i obviously denied the fact that his face is truly angelic, i just wanna give kithes :(
tppov (third person)
as for renjun, he wasn't supposed to fall in love with her neither was he supposed to make her fall in love him. it didn't go as planned, worried that it might break y/n's heart. why so? he has mesothelioma. he can die any moment, the survival rate is at its lowest. he never wanted this to happen but what do you expect? life's not always good.
-
"why aren't you drinking anything? you'd always be so crazy for coffee, what happend now?"
"im just..tired of drinking yknow."
"but..don't you need to drink water?"
"omg no not that type"
"then what?"
"coffee or anything that can ruin my health." renjun looked out the window. "say, renjun?" he nodded in response.
"do you have some type of terminal disease?"
"no, i just wanna stay healthy." he smiled. it wasn't too obvious that it was fake.
-
YOU:
yo bro tonight was gucci
INJUNNIE:
so this would be counted as a date
rightttt? ;)
YOU:
i hate u so much omg
INJUNNIE:
love you too, goodnight ♡
READ BY YOU, 11:33PM.
geez, what's wrong with him? stealing my heart here and there..i love him too much.
-
A WEEK LATER
"how are you gonna do this?"
"i don't know.." he replied softly, you could tell he was frantically getting weaker due to his hoarse voice and the point where he would always cough, vomit and is absent.
renjun wrote the letter slowly, his hands getting numb as he kept on sweating. he shivered, holding the pen as if he hasn't seen such a thing before.
hello y/n :)
it's renjun. i love you so much.
i've tried so hard not to fall in love with you
but you kept on being such a cutie, i just
couldn't help it. i just wanted to get my feelings out
before i die. i don't know when i'll eventually pass
but i can feel it. it's getting stronger nowadays.
whenever you're with me, my heart always skips
a beat. you're smile is my cure and you always
made me happy. thank you for always being by
my side, even though i can't be by yours.
yet again, i love you so much.
xoxo, injunnie.
he managed to slip the letter into her locker before passing out.
-
"CHARGE!"
"CHECK HIS PULSE!"
"DOCTOR!"
all he could hear was continuous screaming.
before everything faded black.
"RIP
HUANG RENJUN
2000 - 2019"
visiting renjun's grave was slowly becoming a thing for y/n. giving him flowers, sending him cards and pictures on how she's doing. renjun's death really broke her. she never got to say goodbye or return her feelings. in the end, she still knows that he's still in a good place.
