⚠️WARNING; MENTIONS OF SUICIDE
"Y/NNNN !1!1"
"oh my fucking god what do you wAnt???" you answered.
the person who screamed at you is you're closest friend, lee jeno. he's been by you're side since you were like a baby? yeah.
one thing though..he has a girlfriend.
yeahhh..you thought of confessing to him but guess you're just unlucky. who wouldn't like him though?? he's wayyy too smart, handsome, cute and weird. it's hard when you just love someone too much.
i love his smile the most.
it's beautiful.
the bell rang and the students went to their scheduled class. "hey..y/n." jeno frowned, sighing. you knew something was wrong, that beautiful smile turned upside down way too quickly.
"hm?"
"i feel like yeri hates me."
"w-why??" you said worried, surely they didn't argue right? they were a good couple..
"i accidentally said something bad and i-i think.." his sparkling turned dull and cried out clear tears.
"no no no!! don't cry!" you hurriedly grabbed a tissue, proceeding to wipe his tears. "hey, don't cry." you assured that everything was gonna go well soon..but that other side of you just wanted him to be with you.
you hugged him tight, whispering sweet things.
"you're like my mom." jeno chuckled, breaking the hug.
"i hope things go well for you guys." you smiled, clearly showing that in fact you were sad, wanting for him to break up for yeri.
yet, you thought 'i shouldn't interfere and give them time, let him be happy though i'll cry tears and tears."
can't you just let him go? completely?
you can't.
because you fell too deep.
the last lesson ends and you walk alone, it was raining too. where was jeno? he isn't here is he.
might as well walk all alone in the rain and with no umbrella. seems fun to get sick too. you walk back home soaking wet, and finally sat off to take a bath. you thought 'what if jeno doesn't like me anymore?' 'will i be lonely?' the chances are possible enough.
the next day, you woke up late and hurried to school. oh dear, were you too sad? you're making it obvious. puffy eyes, a running nose and much more.
you finally sat down in class, scolded for being tardy. you sigh and tried to focus.
"yooo y/n." oh there he is, once again.
"ey." you replied, the cold tone you gave shocked him.
"you ok? you seem like you cried last night." he worriedly asked you, checking to see if you're alright.
"i'm just sick." you look away.
"oh ok! by the wayyyy, me and yeri are fine now. i felt so sad when she cried for me." he frowned.
