Part 12: regret

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y/n woke up. she felt energized and ready. she got out of her bed and did her mourning routine. after that she went and made herself breakfast, while making it she checked her phone and saw a message from junhoe, she opened the messages

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junhoe: goodnight

y/n smiled

y/n: sorry, i didn't see your text. but good morning and don't forget 1pm today at the park

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junhoe: ☺

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y/n then closed the messages and ate her food. it was only 11:00 AM. she had 2 hours so she went and took a shower. after that she just got ready. eventually she finished and looked at her phone. it was 12:45 so she decided to take her leave. without thinking she was about to leave. but then she remembered the cookies. she ran to the kitchen  grabbed the box and finally left

TO JUNHOE

junhoe was waiting on a bench at the park for y/n. he had arrived at about 12:56. he sat there with a rose in his hand, on the way here he bought a rose for y/n so brighten up her day. he sat there looking around until he saw a familiar figure.... it was y/n

junhoe smiled and got up. he walked towards her with the rose behind his back. they made eye contact and they walked to each other. 

y/n: hey

junhoe: hey... i got you this

he took out the rose and y/n slightly blushed. she took the rose and chuckled. she looked up at him and he was smiling widely. 

y/n: it's so pretty, thank you oppa! oh look i made something for you too, come!!!

she walked to the nearby bench and sat down, junhoe followed and sat down next to her. she then took out a container that had a pretty ribon tied to it, she handed it over to junhoe. he took it and looked at it confused, she signaled to open it and so he did and he got really happy

y/n: i made you cookies! i hope you like them

junhoe looked at her smiling and he felt his heart flutter just a bit.

y/n: they're one of a kind, I've never made these before so you're going to have these type of cookies for the first time ever

junhoe: they look great

he took a bite out of one of them and he smiled widely letting the crums in his mouth go everywhere, y/n chuckled at his reaction

junhoe: -muffled- they're great!!!

y/n smiled and tried one herself and she liked it

junhoe: they're amazing thanks!!

y/n: so um what do you want to do

junhoe: let's just let the day take us wherever it goes

y/n: sure

there, they sat and spent some time together laughing, joking around and just having a great time. after spending more than half an hour there, they decided to take a walk.

y/n: but then i liter---

junhoe took y/n's hand and held it. she looked at junhoe surprised and he just smiled at her. she looked the other way so that we wouldn't see her blush. she never new they would get as close as they have.

junhoe: no need to turn the other way,  you look even cuter when you blush. it just makes me want to hug you tight

she looked at junhoe with wide eyes. she never heard him say anything like that before.

y/n: -shy- but y-yeah so as i was saying i--

???: JUNHOE

they both looked to where the voice was coming from and it was...jennie?

she walked to the two of them furiously and junhoe let go of y/n's hand. he knew what was about to happen. 

jennie: you piece o--

she slapped junhoe. junhoe's cheek became red, y/n gasped and put her hand on his cheek

y/n: what the hell?! what's wrong with yo--

jennie: shut up y/n!

y/n's and junhoe's jaw drops

jennie: junhoe, WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU, YOU HAVE A GIRLFRIEND AND YET YOU'RE HERE WITH HER

y/n was even more surprised than before. she looked at junhoe with doubt and his head was just down. at that moment..... her heart broke. the man she loved was with someone else, not only that...he acted as if he liked y/n. he played with her heart. she felt horrible

y/n: -verge of tears- is t-this t-true? junhoe, is she your g-girlfriend?

junhoe realized how weak her voice was. he felt so much regret. he wished he ended it with jennie before this could happen. although he knew it was his fault. he truly loves y/n, he really does but he was in a dilemma because of jennie....he knew it was all his fault

y/n slowly backed away..but junhoe walked closer to y/n. his eyes filled with regret and despair

junhoe: listen y-y/n, let me explai--

y/n: -shaking her head, about to cry- n-no. why? why would you do all of this if you already have a lover? you used me, you used me for yourself

a tear fell out of y/n's eye. she felt so much regret....this was what she was afraid of. not being hurt but being in a situation like this.

junhoe: NO! listen to me, jennie is my girlfriend but i lo--

jennie slapped junhoe once again. but this time junhoe got furious with her and gave her the dirtiest look trying really hard not to hit her. y/n just shook her head with sadness and disappointment.  he didn't know what to do so he ran up to y/n and tried to hug her but she moved back and another tear fell

y/n: -whisper- n-no, please stop

y/n dropped the rose that junhoe gave to her earlier.. that rose was much more than a gift.....it was his way of saying i love you

junhoe then froze. when she let go of the rose and the rose dropped, it was like she was letting go of her love. his heart shredded into pieces seeing the rose fall...a few petals fell from the rose. he felt really bad for doing all this. but then he remembered what happened in the custodians closet

junhoe: - regretful voice- look, that kiss in the closet when we were hiding.... listen that wasn't fake.  it was all real.... everything was real. that rose means a lot more to me than you think please...please don't do this it's all a misunderstanding.... do you hate me?

y/n covered her face with her hands. she felt horrible. she was deeply in love with a guy like him. she loved him too much to hate him. but she needed some time away from him. she felt that the rose had a deeper meaning than just a gift....but she just wanted to leave and cry. she didn't feel any hate for him....just sadness

y/n: -slightly sobbing- i need to go.....

she turned around and was about to leave.  when she turned around to leave he felt as if she was turning around the tables and instead of loving him she would only hate him. she didn't answer his question and he thought this was her way of saying i hate you. his heart broke to that thought....he didn't want it to be like this so he picked up the rose and looked at it. he shook his head with regret and went up to her and back hugged her.  she flinched to his hug. he noticed it but didn't move 

junhoe: .......

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