My Cherry Blossom Koo Junhoe ff

Part 37: silence of sorrow

y/n : .......

y/n stood there not knowing what to say. Junhoe had tears falling down continuously but he was trying really hard not to let them fall but failed miserably, he tried hiding it by coughing. A few tears kept falling from y/n aswell

Junhoe: why......why did you do this to me

y/n : it's not what it looks like.....p-please listen t-to me

y/n tried putting her hands on his shoulders but he moved back once again

The other IKON members ran up to where they were but then they realized the situation and they were shocked. Shocked to see Junhoe in that state,  Jackson on the floor with a bruised jaw..... and y/n, who is trying to talk to Junhoe

y/n: ......Junhoe

She starts off with a sigh.  She looked down feeling ashamed for letting this happen. Even though they weren't an official couple.... she kissed him an hour ago, promised him that she'll be there for him but then she let this happen. She couldn't imagine how hurt and used Junhoe must've been feeling

What happened could've been avoided if she hadn't done one thing...... one thing that could've stopped this from happening. Which is why she felt as if she betrayed him

Junhoe: you...... you lied to me. You said that you were going to be there for me but you weren't,  instead you were here kissing someone else

The IKON members all looked shocked. They looked at y/n who's head was down from shame. But she didn't want it to go like this

Jackson slowly stood up. He walked over to them and he stood behind y/n

Jackson: it really isn't what it seems

Hanbin walked closer to Junhoe and the other members followed and he put his hand on Junhoe's shoulder. 

Hanbin: -whisper - it's ok.... calm down

Junhoe looked down in dissapointment.  He was upset with her but with himself aswell. He should've known that something like this would happen because...... he still has yet to make her his

Junhoe: I'm sorry.......

Junhoe turned around.  He needed to calm himself down from all this.  The IKON members got out of his way and he was about to walk until y/n quickly back hugged Junhoe 

Junhoe's eyes went wide. It was as if the situation with jennie was happening all over again. 

y/n : please don't leave me

y/n hid her face in his back. She didn't want him to leave her.  She made a terrible mistake but she wasn't so great with telling him how sorry she is

Junhoe: .......

Junhoe didn't know how to react to this. He wasn't leaving her. He just needed time to think

Junhoe: I'm. ...... I'm not leaving you. I just need some time

Junhoe took her gentle hands off of him. He looked back at her and sadly smiled and he walked away in silence. 

'Please wait for me..... Junhoe, I'm really sorry'  y/n was thinking that in her head

She stared at his figure slowly disappearing.  She knew she messed up. Even if he hurt her before, she still did the same thing. She hated the fact that she did that to him. She knows how it feels to be betrayed.

the boys looked at y/n.... who had guilt written all over her face. Bobby walked up to her and he hugged her

Bobby: it's ok....