My Cherry Blossom Koo Junhoe ff

Part 13:..no..

junhoe ran up to y/n and back hugged her. he felt her flinch but he didn't move

junhoe: .........

junhoe held her waist tightly not wanting to let go. he felt that if he let go she wouldn't come back. he heard some sniffles coming from y/n and his heart broke....her pain is because of him

junhoe: please....please listen to me. none of this was fake, it was all real..jebal

y/n looked down in sadness.

y/n: junhoe....if this was real then why are you playing 2 people? t-this felt real........but now it feels l-like empty w-words

she covered her face with her hands. they both felt sadness in their hearts

jennie: you know y/n....you shouldn't cry. he was never yours to begin with so what's there to be upset about??

junhoe got furious and wanted to yell at jennie. but then he realized he shouldn't let go of y/n....not yet

y/n rubbed her eyes with her fingers and put her head up. she put her hands on junhoe's hands, junhoe felt a bit of hope when she did but instead of holding his hands, she was slowly taking his hands off of her.  while doing that, she spoke

y/n: y-you're right,  we were never in a relationship s-so it shouldn't matter......

with the strength she had left, she pulled herself out of his grip and turned around to face him. she looked at him with sorrow in her eyes and sadness written all over her face

y/n: -fakes a smile- he is dating you anyways....it shouldn't matter to me

she turned around for the last time and was about to leave

junhoe: -about to cry-  ....no...

she left. 

junhoe kneels down.... a tear fell out of his eyes but he didn't want to show his weakness in public so he quickly wiped his eyes. but that didn't stop the tears from falling. he slowly picked up the rose and starred at it....it made him even more upset. the tears were coming out continuously, it felt as if the whole didn't exist anymore....it felt as if she was his world. without her....there's no place for him.

jennie: -sarcastically- don't mess up like that sweetie

she walked up to him and put her hand on his head....and she chuckled. she chuckled and left

what she did....didn't bother him at that moment. the only thing he could think about was y/n. he slowly got up with the rose in his hand and took his way home. he felt so lost. he finally arrived him and he walked in. 

yunhyeong: oh junhoe look i-- junhoe? why are you crying 

he quickly got up and walked over to junhoe. he put his hand on his shoulder and junhoe cried harder, yunhyeong pulled junhoe into an embrace. soon after B.I walked to the living room and saw the two of them hugging and heard sobs. he quickly walked over to them

B.I: what happened...junhoe?

junhoe sobbed even more. the other members came to the living room shocked. no one has ever seen junhoe like this

junhoe: -sobbing- s-she's gone....it's m-my fault

the members looked at each other and they all had an idea of what happened.  they knew it was related to y/n.  yunhyeong removed himself from the embrace and brought junhoe to the couch, bobby brought tissues and sat next to junhoe and put his arm around him

bobby: what happened....here

bobby hugged junhoe....after so long of avoiding each other, they hugged like this. junhoe held onto bobby tightly. the room was filled with junhoe's sobs. eventually he let go of bobby

chanwoo: hyung...what happened

junhoe calmed down and explained what happened. the members were shocked.  they never knew junhoe and y/n were that close. bobby got furious. he slammed his hand on the couch and the members got startled by his reaction...including junhoe. bobby got up furiously

bobby: why....why would you let jennie do that. it doesn't matter whether she your girlfriend cause she did the same thing!!!

junhoe looked at bobby with wide eyes.....bobby then realized what he said and looked the other way

junhoe: w-what?

bobby: this isn't the right time to explain but jennie has been cheating on you since y/n joined out organizing team......

junhoe:-upset-  why didn't you tell me?

bobby sighed

bobby: remember that day at the park when you got mad at me because you thought i did something to jennie? it was that day when i tried telling you but you.... you punched me instead.

junhoe: -regretful- that day...... i thought you were trying to make jennie look like she was cheating on me with mino..

junhoe looked at bobby with so much regret... he started to realize how much he messed up 

junhoe: bobby.....i'm sorry for everything. i should've believed yo--

bobby: don't apologize. i forgave you that same day because i felt bad for you.... but i know you're better than this. you hurt y/n.... that's not right, she doesn't deserve this.  she deserves someone way better than a person who can't decide who they love...

junhoe: -sigh-  i know.....but i will become a better person for her, i will do anything for her, she's the only one for me and i won't let go of her. never

the members smiled at each other. they were proud of junhoe finally realizing it.

donghyuk: you need to break up with jennie before thinking of getting y/n

junhoe: you're right

junhoe brought out his phone and called jennie. he put the phone on speaker

jennie: hello? junhoe opp-

junhoe: don't call me oppa....listen i don't have time for you so let's get this over with........i'm breaking up with you

jennie:......WHAT

junhoe: you heard me.... you got mad at me for hanging out with y/n, but you were secretly dating mino...slut

jennie:...ok bu---

junhoe ended the call. he felt somewhat.... free?

bobby smiled

bobby: finally! ok look you need some of yunhyeongs food

yunhyeong nodded and went to the kitchen.  junhoe felt happy he finally did it....but then he remembered how they 'fell in love' with each other

FLASHBACK

jennie was crying on a bench on the streets,it was raining and she had no umbrella. junhoe noticed it was her and got a bit worried so he went up to her and brought her under his umbrella

junhoe: -worried- hey, are you ok? jen--

she hugged him tightly. junhoe was startled at first but then he hugged her back, he could feel her pain and it made him feel bad.   he brought her to a near cafe and they sat down and talked. 

jennie: thank you junhoe, i appreciate it

junhoe smiled. when jennie finally looked up at him he didn't realize how beautiful she was. they sat down for a while and he made her smile again. he thought that she  was a great girl and wanted to make her his girl. 

END FLASHBACK

junhoe felt disappointed in himself...he fell in love with her beauty and not for her. but it wasn't like that with y/n. he loved every aspect about her, he loved the way she looked, her manners, her humor, her voice, her personality in general. her beauty was a bonus for him.  although he has some hope because he knew....she loved him and that wouldn't change. she is too pure to fake a love. it wasn't fake at all.... it was all real

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