Jinhwan: are you going to see someone?
Junhoe:.......no
Donghyuk looked at him weirdly
Donghyuk: why are you so dressed up?
Junhoe: I wanted to change up my style for today
the boys nodded their heads. Junhoe was about to leave
Yunhyeong: come back soon
Junhoe looked back and he smiled. He left
Donghyuk: is he really not going to see someone?
Yunhyeong: he probably just wanted to dress up that's all
TO JUNHOE
Junhoe was walking with his headphones in. It looked beautiful to him outside. The sky was a shade of light grey, it was cold, and the streets looked so calm.
He admired the weather while walking. He felt a bit different. He didn't know the purpose for all this, he just felt the urge to go to the cherry blossom park.
After walking for a bit, he finally reached the park. He looked around and memories flew everywhere. Memories with the boys, with his ex and with........ y/n. He continued walking and he felt his emotions daring to come out . He sadly smiled at himself, everything happened so quickly, from entering YG, becoming team B, becoming IKON, dating Jennie and having a complicated love story with y/n.
He was walking until he reached a certain cherry blossom tree. This was the tree that he had finally realized that he loved y/n. But..... this was the same tree where he had broke her heart. He felt sorrow grow in his heart.
He stared at the tree. He was in public and he hated showing his feelings in front of people, but he couldn't stop himself. But as he was staring, it began to gently to snow. He looked at the sky and it was a beautiful scene. A tear slid down his cheek and he looked back down.
'Snow falls so gently, but i fell hard when i started to fall inlove with you' that was Junhoe's thought. After what Jinhwan had recently told him, he had realized how complicated love is. All he wants is to be with y/n. Nothing else... nothing more, nothing less. Just her.
???:......Junhoe
Junhoe recognized that voice. He hadn't heard that voice in awhile
Junhoe turned around slowly and he saw them, wearing the same jacket they wore when they first hugged. Why does he remember that? Well she was his first lover
Junhoe:... Jennie
Jennie looked down but then back up at him
Jennie: I haven't seen you here in a long time..
Junhoe nodded. Silence filled the air and he awkwardly looked around. But once he looked back at her, he saw her slightly crying
Junhoe: why... are you crying?
Jennie: I don't know.... things are so different now. I know you don't love me, but once you left......
Jennie wiped away her tears. She looked staright into his eyes and sadly smiled
Jennie: once you left.... I realized how much I truly love you. I know what im saying won't change your mind..... but i just wanted to tell you that I love you and that im...sorry
Junhoe was speechless. This was the first... the absolute first time she had ever said anything like that to him in a lovingly way.
Junhoe: I'm sorry.....but I don't love you anymore
He felt bad for saying that. But he knew she had to hear it
Jennie smiled at him.... she was trying very hard not to cry. He noticed this and he walked closer to her. He hugged her
Junhoe: I'm sorry..... I loved you but you betrayed me. It's too late for me to bring back our love............. but i want you to find someone, someone better than me
He let go of her and he moved back.
Jennie: I'll try
She looked up and the snow was falling. She knew what she did was wrong, but having him hug her was enough for her to be happy and slowly move on
Jennie: I'm happy.... you found yourself someone who loves you more than I did.
A few more tears slid down her face while saying that. She realized what she let go of and it was killing her inside but she knew she had nothing to let go now because she lost him the moment she forgot what love was
Junhoe: yeah. You'll find someone Better than me......
Jennie nodded her head
Jennie: I have to go.....
Junhoe nodded and she turned around and walked off. He stared at her and as her figure disappeared, it was as if his burden of his ex lover was disappearing.
He turned around and he sat under the special cherry blossom tree.
'I was a fool for you' Junhoe thought of that.
The snow continuously fell and he just stared at it falling on the floor. He felt his heart get cold. He really didn't know why he was like this today.... falling must've really knocked some sense into him
He felt his eyes getting heavier. And before he knew it, he slowly drifted off to sleep.
5PM
Junhoe slowly woke up. He looked around and he had realized he fell asleep outside. He took out his phone and he saw that it would become dark soon so he decided to get up and leave. But his head started pounding. He stumbled a bit and he felt his body get very hot.
Junhoe: dammit.
He put the Palm of his hand on one of his eyes. He then took it off and he began to walk slowly.
It began to get darker outside and it was still gently snowing. The street lights began to turn on and it was a scene like no other.
' I wish you were here with me'
As he walked, he saw a figure and it resembled someone he knows. He walked closer but then the figure disappeared.
After awhile, he got back to his dorm and the night sky was as beautiful as the evening sky he witnessed. It was about 6:30. He opened the door to his dorm and he saw the other members doing their usual things.
He walked in
Donghyuk: you're back!
He smiled at Junhoe
Junhoe took off his shoes and as he looked around, he then saw that there was a bouquet of flowers on the couch
Junhoe walked over to them. He picked it and there was a card attached to it with his name on it
'I fell inlove with you, and all I wanted was to give you love but instead I hurt you. I'm sorry. I love you and i wanted to give you these just for you'
He finished reading it.... and then he read from who it was from. His eyes widened but then he gently smiled. He read the name and he felt his cheeks get hot. She did everything in her power to get these to him and he appreciated that so much.
But he dropped the flowers, and fainted.
Donghyuk: Junhoe!
He ran over to him and he put his hand on Junhoe's head and he realized he had a fever..... but to his surprise, Junhoe fainted with a smile on his face that slowly faded away
TO UNKNOWN
'I love you... I hope you liked my gift'
They reached back to their apartment. They did everything they could to get him these flowers.... but these flowers had more meaning than they wanted him to expect....
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YOU ARE READING
My Cherry Blossom Koo Junhoe ff
Romance(COMPLETED) y/n fell in love under the cherry blossom, her heart got broken under the cherry blossom. Koo Junhoe fell in love with a girl he thought would never love him again.... what happened to y/n? who does junhoe love?
